Just when

we are out of topics to blog, my MUET teacher suddenly comes to our class and gave us 41 topics. Well, not to blog about of course, but to present in class. And she gave me wrong signals ok? *not the I-Like-You signals la.*

After Pak Mydin's retirement assembly, we went back to class and minutes later, teacher came in. Then she started giving us a small box with papers in it.

Teacher : Go ahead and draw a paper. It might be your lucky number you know? *looking rather cheeky. She always has the face that makes you scared of what she is thinking.*
Students whispering : Eh, do what one? Change our place again meh? But she is not our form teacher, can change meh? Is it for speaking? Won't so sui kua. Maybe is personality test la.

I got number 16, Win gets 36, Jaslyn, 31, Yi Lin, 26, Shan,17 and Cheng Ling 10.

Teacher: Ok, remember your numbers. *Starts writing on the blackboard.*
Me: Heh, teacher looks so happy, must be personality test la. I am pretty obsessed with personality test lately.
Teacher: Speaking 7. Individual presentation. Maximum time, 5 minutes. There will be 41 titles.
Students: WHAT? Speaking? Scary la. *giggles while reading those 41 topics we must talk on*
Cheng Ling: Oh god, 'beauty contest should be banned'?
Me: Of course. So unfair to the not so pretty one. Some more teenagers will get eating disorder just to look good for the contest. Plus, they only judge the girls on one limited period.
Shan: Ya la. Like they have this contest for 3 months, they only judge these girls for 3 months. So unfair.
Me: Heh, mine is 'A small family is better than a big family'. Did before the essay at Felix's. =)
Shan: 'Women should be treated as man's equal'.
Me: Good what?
Shan: Do her usual smile like the one in the emoticon.
Yi Lin: Good health is better than abundant wealth.
Jas Lyn: 'It is better to be a commoner than to be a royalty'. Hmm..
Me: Watch 'Goong'. Sure can relate the whole thing in class. Hehe..
Win: Should euthanasia be permitted? Huh? What is that?
Me: Huhu, I don't know.

I admit I have lots of opinions for everyone's topics. I talk a lot in class but then that's the way I express myself ma. Debate over the topics with Cheng Ling and Shan a while. The gay topic got us carried away but it was a nice discussion. =) So excited to share with my classmates but I have stage fright. And teacher would be drawing to see who is doing first. Scary cat. But well, will be writing on the topics given soon.

Note: I think I am out of my mind already. I was opening this person's friendster and there's this faint song and I was like, " Eh, I think I heard something la. Some weird music. Where it comes from?" Then, eh, the friendster page la. Buat susah go and think where it comes from.

Dry

I am pretty dry with ideas lately and I can't even type a good post despite sitting in front of the computer for like 30 minutes. My computer is still sick and I am currently monopolizing my eldest sis's laptop. I just finished my P.A assignment and having a break. I have no idea to the reason of having mood swings and occasional uneasy feeling. I mean it seems like something is not right but I don't know what it is. But well, at least I am not throwing tantrum at my friends which I think would probably make everyone moody. Sometimes I really couldn't control myself. Besides, I am losing lots of hair lately. Hope that I don't go bald.

Each night, just before I sleep, I would be thinking and thinking and thinking. But I'll never remember what I am thinking bout. And for a few days now that I keep dreaming of the same song playing repeatedly in my sleep. That is until I woke up and heard that song again. Oh, so I was not dreaming, it was my alarm. I dreamt bout it repeating because it rang every 10 minutes until I actually wake up like 30 minutes later. =p


Somehow STPM is starting to haunt me. I am starting to feel scared and uneasy. I seriously have no idea to why I am feeling like this but I am hoping that it'll end. Even that callertunes problem don't make me this unhappy, down or moody. This is just unexplainable, just like love. I just don't why I feel like this. =( Enough of my moody post. I should stop before Shan calls me EMO PING. 0:)

Random.

Note: I updated on the Getting To Know Myself topic. Added some of my own opinions and thoughts there. Do go and check them out alright?

I saw Christian on TV!!! Hee. He is on the Brylcream advertisement. I don't know how to spell Brylcream. Anyway, he was cute.

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Today had fun with Emmoes. We hung out longer this time and this time don't have their other halves disturbing. Heh, sorry. Anyway, had fun. Took a lil pic only though. Unfortunately hor? Oh ya, 1st time I bowling get 104 marks. I should practise more bowling. Me love.

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Lately I am a bit moody lo. I don't know why. In addition to that, I just found out that I am a harsh girl and I hurt one of my friend without realizing it. I guess I just can't control myself to be bias towards friends that I like more. And I did not care bout her feelings. Besides I am very emotional lately. I am not depressed but I really feel somewhat, lonely or I don't know what that feeling is, but I am sure that is not a good feeling. I don't know. Haih, I should just go rest. =)

My Birthday List. *updated*

Well, since my birthday is like in a fortnight, I am sure my lovely friends and family would love to know what I want for my birthday. Right? Right? I am not a girl who knows what is branded things and what is not. As long as I like it, then I will like it already.

Let me start the list la. Let's not get everyone waiting. Ok. Prepare a paper and a pen and start writing this down. =) You will need the list when you go shopping okay? XD
1. The Fahrenheit Book RM 39.90 from Popular. But I decided to make it my Mid Year Reward gift. So can cancel this out. =P
2. The hokkien book. The one got proverbs one. RM 20++, MPH
3. Ang Pow *lots of them*
4. Surprises
5. Lots of love and huggies.
6. One nice and a bit more expensive one bag.
7. Birthday party with loved ones *friends and family*
8. Something that comes from the heart.

Okay, I shall keep the other stuff for other occasions. Don't laugh at my list. I really can't think of anything that I really want but can't get. I don't obsess with things unless of course its celebrity things. =) Actually, I am a lonely girl. I need love from friends and family more than anything in this world. =)

*updated*
CD List.
1. Lin Yu Zhong's In the Rain
2. Eric Lim's Left Side.
3. The Prince Yul one. John Hoon
4. the list goes on...

Bad luck yang melimpah-limpah

This week was an eventful week. Everything was "interesting" and very depressing. I am now typing from my sis's laptop and I hate to type on laptops because I can't type properly like how I uses the big keyboard. Anyway, 1st I had to study the whole bab of kenegaraan as there's presentation and teacher might ask questions. Then I went to school only to find out that we were getting injections. Our Hepatitis B 3rd jab. I hate injections and I am terrified of it. Though it may not hurt, the wait can kill me already. I just can't stand there and wait for my turn with the thoughts of the needle going into my hand. Still, we took it and it was alright. Then I had to wait for days and it is still not my turn for MUET speaking. My turn should be 1st few. Unfortunately, due to some problem, teacher pushed my group to behind and now I am waiting in fear for my turn every single day.

And I thought my so called bad luck is gone. To my dismay, IT IS SO NOT GONE! I came home to find my computer not working. I called my sis's bf and he told me, my hard disk died. It DIED! With all my pictures and songs in it. With all my Wu Ke Qun pictures, my Daniel Lee's things, my avatars, my poems, my Superstars pictures, my links, everything. How can it die on me without telling me? And the smart me did not save any of my things elsewhere. Just in my computer and nowhere else. I feel that half of my life is gone because I keep all those pictures in them and cleverly labelled them so that I can find them easily next time. Now, nothing is in there anymore. All those pictures I edited *though not done professionally*, all those pictures I loved, all gone. I need to go around asking from people when my computer is ok. Some people might think aiya, over acting nia. Hard disk spoil only mar. No, IT IS NOT OK FOR MY HARD DISK TO DIE ON ME!! =( I am so down lately. You can even start calling me Emo Ping. Unfortunately, it is copyrighted for Emo Shan.

Easy distracted.

You don't walk in and out of my room when I am studying. You don't open my door and let me listen to the tv outside my room. I can't study like that. I am a very weak creature. I can't resist temptation so you don't do that to me. So yes, I have just been distracted and I am going to bed after bathing. That reminds me of the water tap running in the toilet. I think the place where we put the water and wait till it is filled up has overflowed and that means if I don't go now, I am wasting water and I will be a cat in my next life. I don't want to be a cat.

ps: PA Kenegaraan is killing me. I am so dead and so gonna be a cat. TT

Just for laughs

Note: I can't believe I just used MSN to do my homework. So who says chatting on MSN is bad? At least I can ask my friends endless maths questions without having to worry bout the bill. I love my maths sifu, Ah Shan. XD Multi-talented one, just like her student aka me. Accounts pun boleh, maths pun boleh. hee..

I am too lazy to think of anything else to post. So here goes, a joke to help u release some stress. This is taken from Pinkies World, posted by Susan.
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The phone bill was exceptionally high and the man of the house called a
family meeting.


Dad: People this is unacceptable. You have to limit the use of the
phone.I do not use this phone, I use the one at the office.


Mum: Same here, I hardly use this home telephone as I use my work
telephone


Son: Me too, I never use the home phone. I always use my company mobile


Maid: So what is the problem? We all use our work telephones.

How you define kejam?

Note: Remember I was so pissed bout helping a friend? I guess I was just being frustrated with myself and my studies and of course non-stop bugging from him. I am alright now. See? Ping Ping is not a scary monster. =)

* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
i going to pasar liau
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
heh will catch the process of removing the chicken's bulu for u la
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
the how they kill it,drown it and then throw it into a machine to take out all the bulu
:: d . i . a . n . a * :: '' ~ * 11-5-22-9-14 * ~ '' says:
-.-
:: d . i . a . n . a * :: '' ~ * 11-5-22-9-14 * ~ '' says:
kejammmm
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
u like KFC?
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
u like to eat chicken?
:: d . i . a . n . a * :: '' ~ * 11-5-22-9-14 * ~ '' says:
uh huh
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
U R KEJAM OSO WERT
:: d . i . a . n . a * :: '' ~ * 11-5-22-9-14 * ~ '' says:
U ALSO WAD
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
if u dun makan,they wont do those killing
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
SAME SAME!
:: d . i . a . n . a * :: '' ~ * 11-5-22-9-14 * ~ '' says:
i dont eat pig wan
:: d . i . a . n . a * :: '' ~ * 11-5-22-9-14 * ~ '' says:
=)
:: d . i . a . n . a * :: '' ~ * 11-5-22-9-14 * ~ '' says:
im kind
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
and u let those pigs suffer cuz they have to eat junks everyday
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
n u r so kejam u let them live to suffer from those JE
:: d . i . a . n . a * :: '' ~ * 11-5-22-9-14 * ~ '' says:
-.-


The question is, who is kejam? The consumer? The chicken seller? Or who? I shall go and enjoy some KFC now. XD

Few hours later....

* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
they din strip the chick for me today
* d.i.a.n.a - says:
-.-
* d.i.a.n.a - says:
ke-kejam-an yang melampau
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
haha
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
when u eat KFC, tell me tht again
* d.i.a.n.a - says:
hungry lar
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
there's nothing they can do u noe?
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
unless of course u wanna eat the chickEn with the bulu la
* d.i.a.n.a - says:
-.-
* d.i.a.n.a - says:
dont la
* d.i.a.n.a - says:
make me no mo0d wana eat chichken oni
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
tht's a good thing
* pingping moomoo ahbu * www.ahbu74.blogspot.com says:
be a vegetarian
* d.i.a.n.a - says:
but the sad thing is...i dont eat veggie

So now, tell me, you die or the chicken die?

Getting to know myself.

Getting to know you,
Getting to know all about you, *sings away*

Here's my inner side. XD
Got it from Mei Phing's blog and heh, I don't know how accurate it is. But should be accurate because the questions are not straightforward. They use a scenario to ask you. Probably something new that me,myself didn't know. =)

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

I am? I mean, I am? I am not la. I am meh? I am a horrible problem solver. In my opinion la. Whenever people ask me what do I think, I will say, I really don't know how to answer. I am bad at this thing. So yea, I am not really a problem solver. Perhaps I am a problem-solver inside. Hee

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

I like crazy,funny and people who can make me laugh wor. And also of course those who cares bout me in real. I always curi-curi see the entau ba at 1st floor wor. But I don't say only good looking people attracts me la. Guys with strong jaws are cool too. And of course, personality takes place too. But if I'm in love, I guess I'll be too blind to see those. Heh.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

No doubt I fall in love quite fast. I don't know why but that happens all the time. I guess those are crushes then. Probably because I am lonely and anyone who spends time talking to me or really cheers me up will be someone I really like.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Heh, I admit this. Even without someone I love *as in opposite sex* ,you guys also realize that I am manja right? But only with someone I really really like la. While if other people, haha, they call me lioness. Cause I can be real fierce.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

No, I am not like that. You guys should know me right? I mean Georgians. I don't study. I am a lazy worm. So, I don't know. Heh, maybe I am eager to learn other things other than school work?

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

YES!! Money is important. I have no passion in anything, I have no talent so I am so much burden-free with these I-got-passion-for-work-that-won't-earn-much-income problem. Hee. But then, I got problems in choosing what type of field I want to venture in.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

I don't know this actually. I guess everyone will have to try hard and never stop trying because once you stop, your previous efforts are in vain. So yes, let's work hard. *closes my eyes and pray*

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

I am so not independent. But it is true that I am afraid of being alone. I often feel lonely and depress because of this. I find myself don't have someone I can totally pour everything to no matter how close I am to them. I guess I just found one recently and I am not telling you who. XD

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

This is funny. I like privacy but I intrude people's? Yea, I am that evil. >=) Anyhow, I do agree to this point. At times I just want to be alone, and think. I hate to talk when I am moody because when I am moody, I scold people for no reason and I hate hurting my close ones. I hurt them all the time though. When I am sad, I just want a place to express and then forget it the next day. That is what I do and that's the only thing I enjoy doing.

Click here to do yours. Have fun.

Movies or dramas

I just don't understand the dramas on TV nowadays. Hong Kong, Singapore, Taiwan , Korean..ah...all chinese dramas are the same actually. Ok, I admit lack of outdoor activities drives me nuts and thus that explains the conversations I had with my TV *my TV is a multi-talented one just like the owner =p * during those shows. Let's just raise up a common story line in these dramas. Its bout love actually. So there are few similarity I saw in these drama and I was so darn free, I can sit there and watch and watch one drama after another for the past 4 days and I can conclude that I've seen enough. I am so glad I won't be watching TV after I return to school cause this black square thing is getting on my nerves at some point.

1. The guys.
This guy will happen to love this girl after they mingle around long enough. And they happen to be married under some lame reason that they themselves disagree to in the beginning. It is still alright but somehow this guy despite getting married to someone else just happen to fail miserably in telling his ex-girlfriend that he is already attached. I mean I don't care la if you still loves that ex-girlfriend but you are now a married man or you began to like some other girls, you have to set things straight so as not to hurt the new or the old one any further. I know its almost impossible to do it in real life but then isn't running away from the reality hurts even more? And when he falls in love with the current girl he is with, he can't get his multi-million diamond coated mouth open to let her know. He just has to keep his gold mouth shut and see the girl he likes suffer. Even worst, when he found out that the ex-girlfriend's existance is hurting the girl he likes in one way or another, he never and I shall repeat NEVER keep a distance away from that ex.

2. The ex.
What is the use of having a guy when his heart is not with you? Do you feel happy seeing someone you love suffering? Do you think you can give him happiness if you keep him with you though you know he loves someone else? How can you give him happiness? You tell me. Money? Come on, get real. I find these ex-es work harder than any other actress or actors in the show. Why? Because they have to act so real that people around them hates them and they have to act so bitchy to gain popularity as the erm....bitch. True enough without these people, the show won't continues. But how come I see such people in real life? If the guy has lost feelings to you , you just to walk away with dignity. We, girls have pride too. Why must you cling on to the guy so tightly that he begans to feel suffocated and hates you? If you let him go, at least you can still see him smile and be his friend. The wounds will heal and you will find someone new. Your Mr. Right will be the one who never gives up on you. If he does, he is not the one anyway. So move on and keep ur head high. At least the boyfriend will respect you. Love is not about having him but is to see him happy. Yeah, easier to be said than done but hey, I can assure you, some girls did it so why can't you?

3. The new girlfriend.
Adakah patut you believe the ex who detest you like dirts and not the one you love. I mean at some point you have to believe somebody else other than that guy so as not to be blinded with lies that he might or might not tell. But then believing the ex is a complete no-no. Why would you think that she wants the best for you and your boyfriend. Especially when you know that she has tried so many ways to get him back and she hates you a lot. And there you were, crying your hearts out because of something that ex said and turn a cold shoulder to your beloved. You get the viewers so frustrated, they just wish the ex got that guy back. If that guy is a good one, based on how you feel bout him since the beginning, these problems are not problems at all.

4. The friends beside.
He wants to marry her or not, is his problem. Can you just stay away? Else, you marry her la. So smart. Then everything settle la. Why go hit the guy and spoil ur friendship? Some even stop being friends because of one girl. Is this worth it? So you think you have made the wrong choice of being his friends for the past like 20 years just because he impregnant this girl he doesn't love by mistake and you happen to like that girl who doesn't like you one bit?Plus, is the aunt the only sane one? I mean how can someone know she is pregnant in like 3 weeks after they slept together? You guys are so blinded with love or did your country not taught you that 3 weeks will not tell if someone is pregnant or not? Thank god they brought up that issue if not, I would die laughing because there were how many people in the process? 10 at least? And no one realize that stupid excuse the girl made.

And some actress, they are very suitable to act as the bad guy/girl. For example, those who watched M&M. That show, that actress, I never liked her. Despite how they say she is cute and pretty, I find her very very er not ngam my eyes. I don't know why but every time I see her on screen, whether she is acting as the good one or the bad one, I still dislike her. To her fans, don't come and kill me. I am not saying that she is not pretty but I just don't like her. My own personal liking only alright? No offence to the fans.

ps: Above are just my ramblings because I am so bored, I am rotting to death and I began to talk to my computer now, like talking to the television is not terrible enough. I think I am losing my mind so I am going to my aunt's place for the night to get my head back. I seriously need to go out. So bring me out. Please.

pps: I found out that girl's name but I don't want to name her here just in case her fans found this place and start killing me with words. Though I am sure I don't have that much power. Besides seeing her in the M&M show and not hating her, i don't like her in most of her drama. And don't come up with the crap that I am jealous cause she is pretty cause if that's the case, I would be hating lots of other pretty actress. =) Decided to change the show name as well and post up her picture instead. Avoid getting killed for no reason la. Ok with reason but very boh tat one reason.




*updated*
ppps: Please enlighten me with answers for this question. Are all guys as stated in #1? I find the actors are given the same attitude towards love for almost every drama. Does it reflect on the guys' attitude in reality?

Holiday

Holiday is suppose to be those days you actually enjoy them and when you are bored, you hang out with friends. Right? Well, in my case, it is not quite right. I have not done anything holiday-like since like last Sunday. I did not do anything, go anywhere or actually feel the holiday vibe. And it is freaking Thursday already. Is my long awaited holiday gonna pass just like that? Those 9 precious day that I desperately waited for because I am sick of waking up early in the morning gonna pass without any exciting + interesting things to do? I am getting sick of talking to my TV all the time. I mean that's what I do apart from several attempts to finish my Economy. I so need to get out of this place but everyone is not in the mood.

No one asked me out and no one planned an outing. Everyone was like busy , tired and seriously moody. Suddenly I feel better for not being the only one with mood-swings. I mean what's up with Swee Win who was so eager bout Queensbay outing and Pasar Malam outing? All of the sudden she stopped talking bout those outings. Instead, she and Shan went back to school every night for their band practise. Well, at least they had a life. What bout me? I was half dead since Monday. There is nothing better for me to do and I was even thinking that this holiday will be the last I will get to enjoy until I *literally* slave my ass for STPM which I don't think I will do any better than my SPM. Then again, I can't possibly go Prangin and hang out ALONE right? It'll be rather pathetic and lame. So please God, make the Friday Redbox or Gurney plan a success before I starts getting fungus all over me.

If you want to know how boring I am at home, think of this. I find the Pasar Malam at my place tonight is rather interesting and I shall go tonight. The pasar malam that people don't go. I mean it is not happening and seriously, not fun. You can finish walking around in just 30 minutes. You can go down at 9.30p.m and get everything by 10.00 p.m. That is how boring it is and because I don't have other better place to go, I am considering that a brilliant plan. And maybe I should go to my aunt's tonight. And then get her to bring me out tomorrow. How's that plan? Another brilliant one. Boring people does all the stupid things.

Something is missing and for me, it is everyone's enthusiasm. I mean where does all those I-want-to-shop-and-buy-lots-of-stuff spirit gone to? Where are all the transports when you most needed them? Where are all the hang out plans? I mean do my other friends have plans with their family or are they rotting at home just like me? I doubt that. So please, spare some time for me and bring me out! I so need a life right now.

ps: Luckily I am still sane despite all those boring worms around me or I will name my house lizard and make them my friends. The thought of it gives me goosebumps. Maybe I should pull a trick on someone. Hey, I should go to my aunt's tonight and make her play badminton with me. It would be fun. Yay! I am a happy girl. >=) I so need to do something fun.

What would you do

without friends like them? Haha, I tell you, I have so many friends who will brighten up my days without them realizing. Seriously. I just remembered one of the incident that occured some time back which I casually dump them behind all those other memories I had without blogging them. Have you guys heard of this mind testing questions? They will ask all sort of weird weird questions to test the efficiency of your mind be it big or small. Some come with super lame and cold answers.

So I started asking
Ping : Which mouse walks on two legs?
Friend : . . . .
Ping : Mickey Mouse la.
Friend : *smiles and think over the question plus answer*
Ping : One more question. Which duck walks on two legs?
Friend : *grins* Ah-ha, I know this one. DONALD DUCK LA!!! *still smiling without realizing her own mistake*
Ping : *taps her on the shoulder* All ducks walk on two legs. =.="
*friends laughing in the background. She laughed too. *

So the funny thing is not that she couldn't answer that tricky questions but the way she thought she definately got it right this time. It was cute and really funny to see her acting like that. Looks like a small baby girl. Heh. =) I am smiling now because of that. Thanks to her.

ps: Some part of the tak seberapa banyak one scene was re-acted by me. If there is a slight difference, harap maaf okay?

Growing Up

No, you will not see bombastic words from this post unlike those in Cheng Ling's blog though the title is the same. Its sama tetapi tak serupa. Mine would be rather plain just like any other post as I have horrible vocab and I don't want to make things worst by using the wrong words at the wrong time. XD So back to the topic, growing up.

I am sure everyone has the fair share of what I feel. The feeling of losing people you thought will always be there, the feeling of being an adult *close*, the feeling of having the power to decide your own future *with parents and sisters chipping in once in a while*, the feeling of in control when you don't want to. I mean how I wish I don't have to choose in life. That God will just give me anything whether I like it or not. Although I may protest and demand for the right to choose when that happens but at least I don't have to worry and think so much of future, of what I want to be. At least I can still lead a happy-go-lucky life without having mood-swings every time I have something in my head. Those friends that I always see in school, those friends who were so close to me *literally la. They are in next class only XD * ,you don't see them around that much anymore. On the other hand, those friends whom I spend my Christmas, New Year, Chinese New Year, Birthday, Sports Day, Holiday, and almost any free day with, these people are drifting apart and it is almost impossible to meet them during such occasions because they would probably be too busy or already have the other half and you can't simply demand an outing from them,can you?

Then we have to choose for our future path. The choice is in our hand and we are being spoilt with so many choices. The hard thing is, all these choice are not-bad choices, they are so good that at times, you can't choose because you are too worried of what your choice will bring you to. You will start thinking of the "what ifs" even though there are very good choices available. Like what if they stop needing people in this industry? I will die of hunger and such. Every single thing is now a burden to you that you wish you can have a day without having to think and choose. Just a relaxing day at the beach with a tropical juice in your hand but again, you will have to choose which beach to be at and which drink you want. Life is about making choices and live with it huh? Being a 17 year old teen and a 18 year old one has so much difference you can't even believe that you have to change in just days. I mean when you were in Form 5 , you will play like there's no tomorrow, your friends will be around and there's less thinking to do. But when you are 18, people leave and you have to choose whether to go back for Form 6 or colleges. And suddenly, you feel that the friendship ties got loosen. You stop talking to your friends as often as you used to. They got their new friends and you got yours. Deep inside, you still want to keep in touch with them and hope for the same ol' friendship you once had.

Then it comes to going out. Plans rarely work out basically because they have their other half and you often get ppk-ed even when you only had few days of holidays. Sad isn't it? But that is life. Life gets worst when you are sent to a state where you know none of the people there and you have to start making friends all over again. Those moments I dare not even think of. I mean I admit I am talkative and bubbly but I don't do that until I got to know someone. For instance, going to tuition, I never initiate a conversation with anyone without my friends around. Meaning, I won't talk to someone I have never met unless I have people I know around me. I just can't bring myself to it. I just turn wild with my close friends. I remember going to tuition and sit at one corner, not talking, just sit there and keep quiet all the time. Until I saw someone I know and she started talking to me. Then I talked but it was rather little if compared to my ability to speak of anything under the sun. Imagine, an extrovert people like me have problems talking to people when I don't have my clique with me, what more introvert people like our beloved Shan Shan? Hah, she might have hidden powers and you will not know it, right Shan? XD

Life is not a bed of roses. No matter how much I am complaining now,I am sure when that time comes, I will still have to face it and within months, I will get so used to it, I began to dread the feeling of losing it once again. I see people having fun in universities and I don't want to lose out on this. I will have my fair share of fun time I guess. I guess now I can only think back of all those wonderful moments I had, having beach day, birthday parties, making birthday cards, hotel stays, lepak, RF, and just chill with my buddies. I mean those with boyfriends stopped celebrating their birthdays with us. And some with birthday plans but we just don't have time to spend with them due to school and probably some laziness. You can shoot me on the head for that. Complain so much but when there's plan, somemore dare to say lazy and lots of excuses. It sucks but life goes on and I am sure one day, we will get together once again. Just sitting next to each other and laugh at the good ol' times we once had. I am looking forward for wedding invitations from each and everyone of you alright? Never keep Ping Ping off your wedding invitation list. XD

ps: Yes, I am emo lately Shan, but that doesn't give you any rights to call me EmoPing because I am not emo as often as you are. So no EmoPing. Plus, EmoShan sound much nicer. So live with it and learn to love it, just like how you are loving the Miss Limewire title.

The wonder of...

these thing. What you call them? Heh. Predictions ah? Damn true I tell you. Got it from Ling Ling's blog.

January 01 - 09 ~ Dog January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse January 25 - 31 ~ Lion	February 01 - 05 ~ Cat February 06 - 14 ~ Dove February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle February 22 - 29 ~ Panther	March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey March 13 - 15 ~ Lion March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse March 24 - 31 ~ Cat
April 01 - 03 ~ Dog April 04 - 14 ~ Panther April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle	May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey May 14 - 21 ~ Dove May 22 - 31 ~ Lion	June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle June 15 - 20 ~ Dog June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey June 25 - 30 ~ Cat
July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse July 10 - 15 ~ Dog July 16 - 26 ~ Dove July 27 - 31 ~ Cat	August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey August 16 ? 25 ~ Mouse August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle	September 01 - 14 ~ Dove September 15 - 27 ~ Cat September 28 - 30 ~ Dog
October 01 - 15 ~ Monkey October 16 - 27 ~ Turtle October 28 - 31 ~ Panther	November 01 - 16 ~ Lion November 17 - 30 ~ Cat	December 01 - 16 ~ Dog December 17 - 25 ~ Monkey December 26 - 31 ~ Dove

If you are a Dog: A very loyal and sweet person.Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends,all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Mouse: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder, people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-togethers. However, you are sensitive, which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Lion: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are r! equired to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Cat: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy,with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool, when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward! to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Turtle: You are near to perfect and nice at heart.The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people.You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return.You are generous enough.Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Dove: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life.Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected.In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Monkey: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like ! to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

I! f you are a Panther: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk.You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group.Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

* I am not very good at handling stress and pressure actually. I can be mean. Seriously. And I love to gossip with my clique. That's true. I am kind of a dictator meaning I like things to go my way. Especially when I am with my family. I am a little over-pampered I shall admit right here, enemies,start laughing ur ass off. XD. I do lose out in a lot of relationships, sadly. And yes, I enjoy helping people, but I am not stating that I am helpful or what, but that's just me. Some people use nice terms to define people like me. Eg: kind, helpful and other nice adjectives while some just use one word. KAYPO!!!! hehe..

ps: There are some really accurate ones la. I feel the mouse ones are rather accurate. And Ling Ling's Dove. It's so accurate I tell you. The first few lines. Heh. So check out yours

What's life without friends like them?

Note: Now I believe that over spending does makes your pants burn a hole. I had to actually pretend to read messages on my handphone and laugh to myself stupidly because of some view I saw in Metrojaya *Island Plaza* today. This guy was paying for some kids stuff he had to buy because the wife was pregnant. And when I was waiting for my turn to pay, I saw this guy's pocket really terkoyak a little one. Haha. I know it is lame but I just can't control myself. I really need a good laugh afterall.

Okay. Back to the topic I posted. What will life be without friends like them? No offence to other friend I have but these people showed me the true meaning of "a friend in need is a friend indeed". I won't deny the fact that my friends had been there for me through my ups and downs and I may have forgetten it and that is the reason why I am so overwhelmed with these bunch of peoples' action. I have to blog this down just in case I forget it in future. These people I shall mention here in my blog is none other than Ah Shan, Cheng Ling, Yi Lin and Swee Win. Others are real nice people too. But these 4 people will be featured in my blog today because of the time I spent with them lately and the help I got from them. Other friends, don't go drink the vinegar and don't angry with me alright? I will blog down everything I can think of okay?

Okay, let's start with Shan Shan and Cheng Ling. These two people made me so touched, I can cry like right now. It was the incident before our Econs paper yesterday. I was eating happily in the canteen until Ah Shan reminded me that I forgot to get my pen. So I rushed to the ko-op and Ah Shan and Cheng Ling actually had to put the glass for me. So I was in there, strugling to get the pens. When I got them, the line gave me a shock. It was so long and it wasn't moving at all. The teacher was rather slow and I was kind of panic because my watch shows that it is 10.40 a.m already and I am having another paper in 10minutes. Any other friend would probably be up in class waiting for the teacher already, but no, in my despair, I saw Shan Shan and Cheng Ling looking for me. They did not come with me and it is rather logical for them to go straight to class as it is almost time. That got me thinking, what I would do if I were them. In addition to that, they actually tried to find ways to cut line so that I can pay faster and yes, we managed to cut some lines thanks to Cheng Ling and her sister, Cheng Yee. I was so touched when that happened. Really, thank you. You guys gave me reason to trust in people again and actually gave me a place to lean on when I am tired *bear with my weight alright? =) * Another incident to that would be the toilet thing where they waited for me although the paper is about to start already. Any other friend would have returned to class. Seriously. And they helped me a lot in my studies too.

Yi Lin. She was the pillar for me to lean on and someone I can totally trust to make the whole 'Khemah Berhias' thing a success. She did all the work and was a great leader, I am a not-so-bad co-leader. I enjoyed doing things with her because she has great determination and she motivates me in a way or another. She is not like some people who would say that these things are stupid and we should just do it cincai-ly. So cheers for Mahsuri n Yi Lin. XD

Next would be that gila Ah Win that I mix with every day. She is the reason I got stomach ache cause of laughing. She is another great pal. She helped me when I was stuck with two manila card, a marker and few color pens. We actually did some simple banner and I think she did the most work. She was there to help me and make me less worried. She is always there to lend me a hand, cheer me up, make me angry and every other crazy things. She was there when I am alone in Gurney waiting for my sis to finish her gym, she was there when I wanted to celebrate New Year Eve but alone. She was there when I need to finish the banner kemerdekaan. So was Shan. They are like people I can depend and trust and actually lean on. I am glad I met them and I hope they will be my friends forever and ever and ever.

Love,
Ping

Kill Me Please *updated*

for being so stupid. I still have no idea why am I helping that friend when I seriously don’t enjoy helping him. Is it so hard to say no or busy? I am so dead tired right now. How I wish he is a little bit more considerate and respect me for a person. I am sick and tired of being used. I mean I am not a caller tunes seller or caller tunes activator. He can easily access the caller tunes thing through *128# . I am getting more and more frustrated, with myself and with him. I mean it is enough that I have to activate for him and buy songs for him. Now I even have to do it for his friends. Who is he to go around telling people that he can find someone who can do it? If you are my friend, I will definitely help you if I can. But now I am like doing it for the whole kampung or something. It is not a good feeling you know? I feel so used because he will only come and talk to me when he needs me to help him with this “caller tunes business”. After that, he will disappear and when I need help, he will just say he don’t know. I am seriously thinking bout changing my number once again and try to run away from this whole stupid thing. Please let me complete my Form 6 and then leave Penang to somewhere further. At least I can change my number, I can find myself back. And I would be so occupied, I won’t even have time to layan him. Ah Shan, Ah Win, you guys better ask me out during holidays or else I would have so much time helping him and I don’t want to have that kind of time. Please kill me cause I think I just helped him to purchase 5 songs which of course he is paying. I am not that stupid yet. And I am suppose to study, not online. I promise Ah Shan and here I am, onlining because I need to help him. Can God just let him have his own computer back so that I get away from all these? Please send him someone who knows how to use computer too. Preferably a girlfriend so that he can stop bugging me. I need my freedom back. Wow, I am saying like I am in prison. Exaggerating is my second language. Haha. I don’t use sarcasm.

And enough is enough. This will be the last time I help him. Because as soon as I finished helping him, he did not even bother to say thank you. I had to message him and ask him is everything okay because I want to off my computer to prevent myself from onlining and what he said was "Yes, my handphone also no battery already." NO BATTERY! Like I want to message him. Who was the one asking people to do so many things and took up so much of people's time? This would be the last time I am helping him. If I help him again, I will kill myself. Seriously. I am so pissed with myself for being so useless and not able to stand up for myself. I will take all the blame for actually taking him as a friend. I will take all the blame for being stupid enough to reply him and I will take all the blame for being a total idiot. But I am growing out from that I-am-so-nice-you-can-ask-for-my-help-and-don't-appreciate-them image. That's it. Today he has crossed the line and there's no way I am going to forgive him even if he worship me with sio tu kia. I am not gonna be an idiot forever am I? No, I am not! I don't have a friend like him and having him as a friend was a stupid mistake. LEE BOON HOOI is dead to me. I am done.

*updated*
Whoever who anti Ping Ping can start planning on ways to kill her. I think she just helped that friend to buy another callertunes and she deserve to be shot on the head and her meat to be thrown into the sea for the fishes to feast on. Let's get the party started *for the fish that is* =(
To those who love her,please give her some suggestion on how to say "No" =)

*double updated*
I hate myself for still helping him despite what happened. Perhaps I thought it was not his fault and I should not blame him completely. However, this is not the case now. Let bygones be bygones. The thing now is that I am helping a guy who doesn't even appreciates it. I told him that this year is a very crucial year for me and that I do not have time fixing all his caller tunes problem what more his friend's and the only thing he said was, "Ok, thx lo." I mean what type of reply is that after someone actually helped you to do so many things? Is it so hard to say a proper thanks? Is it so hard to actually show your appreciation? What is "thx lo"? "Thx lo" to me is very insincere. Why do the "lo" has to be there? I am so disappointed with myself, I can't bring myself to think of what I would do if I were in real bad mood. Perhaps because it is him, I didn't want to quarrel or make a big fuss. Perhaps if its another person, I would have burst long ago. His oh-so-good image is already down the drain and there is no turning back. Perhaps once upon a time he was a real nice person to me but that nice person is gone now. I am glad "he" is gone. This one year has been a good one and I think life will continues to be better each day. I shall go and take a long bath, go to study until 10.30 p.m and then sleep. I need a fresh new start for tomorrow's paper. He is no longer worth all the pain and the late-night-thinking.

How can someone turn into someone you don't know as though whatever happened before this was just a nightmare or merely a show? It's as though he is not the person we used to know. I suppose life is like that. Humans are like that. We just have to learn to handle the changes

** I couldn't take it anymore and sent a very angry message to him and tell him that I don't like to help his friends and I need a life myself and that life is not gonna revolve around him anymore, so stop asking me to do things like it is my job. And he said NVM LO despite my angry message. He needs someone to tell him when another person is super duper angry I suppose. Or perhaps he is acting stupid. I don't care. I need a life of my own. So goodbye "Mr-Nice-Guy". I am still a very nice girl. Can still ask for my help. Just don't step my tail and you treat me right, I would definately won't be cruel to you. XD Econs tomorrow. Study time. Ah Shan, paiseh hah? Mummy on computer so I come in a while lor. Now go study d. Online 15 minutes nia. Good leh?

Penang Bowl's Service

To those who went there wearing something else other than your school uniform, tell me how they treat you. Cause they treat us who go under the school club like SHIT! Seriously, been ill-treated since we were merely Form1 kids. We were naive enough to just complain to our friends when we got scolded. All we do was " Eeyer, that auntie so fierce one. Always scold people one *sad face* " and that's all we do. We still stupidly return to them the following week and eat their stuff just because we can't resist french fries during bowling session. Actually, till now also cannot resist. So will get the french fries the next time we go there. Still. XD

Okay. Back to the story. Last Friday, after our school Sports Day, we had our weekly bowling practise at Penang Bowl. Everything was pretty fine during the bowling game except for being ignored despite the numerous times we confront the lady for problems with our lanes. We were pretty cool bout it because it was just some minor problem and thus we did not want to waste time complaining. After the game, we decided to order some food. According to some friends who go there outside of bowling practise meaning during their leisure, the auntie will come to your table and take your order. Being an expert there, we knew that will not happen to us who were wearing our uniform. So after taking the orders from my friends, a friend, A and I decided to go and place our orders. The conversation went like this.

"What you want?" she asked and walks away looking rather fierce for no apparent reason.
Looking blur and puzzled, stood there stupidly, waiting for her to come back.
"Stand behind a bit. What you want?" asking for the second time looking rather pissed.
" I tell you the orders for the drinks 1st okay?" I answered.
" No, no. Order all at once," she replied rudely and loudly.
" Ya la, but I tell you the drinks 1st because I remember the drinks and my friend remembers the food," I replied. *still cool with it*
With her sour face she took down our orders.
"So the bill we take and pay?" asking with normal tone.

To those who are kind of regular customer there, you should have known that we usually have to take the bill and pay ourselves. Usually we pong chan RM3 like that only therefore we have to pay ourselves. This time, we actually ordered up to RM 47 ++ and she will bring the bill to us later on. Being naive and stupid, I asked her politely some more. Conversation continues...

" No, no. I bring to you. You just go and sit can already la," sounding super rude this time.
So my friend and I returned to our seat and the 1st thing I said was, " Eeyer, the auntie
siau one. So fierce don't know for what. People order food from her only ma. Here got the comment paper not? Want to ask Penang Bowl to sack her already. Didn't do anything to
her also. So fierce for what?"
Then our food came and we ate happily. Then my friend realized the Ice Lemon Tea she ordered was not served. So she went to confront that auntie.
" Auntie, my Ice Lemon Tea not yet serve," said my friend.
" I did not write in the bill also," she replied again in her rude tone.

So my friend came back and ask me. I told her of course got write down. If not how come the bill I counted based on the menu can tally with the one the auntie counted? The auntie got six sense that she can count that RM2 that she did not write down too?

After a while the auntie came with my friend's fried rice and Ice Lemon Tea. Then she threw the receipt in front of me and asked me, " I where got write?"


I was pissed already. I am the customer and who is she to do that? I pointed out on the bill for her to see. She being a woman in her golden age already probably have eye-sight problem and thought I pointed on the Mocha.

She replied sarcastically, "That one is Mocha la." Like I don't know how to read. * the auntie, so old already still has sarcasm as her second language. *
I was angry already and said, " Auntie, the one below it la," while poking on the receipt rather hard *ouch*.
She saw it and said a simple, "OK" and she left. Not even a word of sorry or what.


I was so angry I almost shouted to her," Auntie, if cannot see, wear specs. If not, next time please write properly. If don't know how to write, I can write for you."But because I was wearing the school uniform, I did not want to humiliate my school. If you dare to do that to me when I am not in my school uniform, you better be careful. You respect me, I respect you. If not, I am sorry, I am not easy to be bullied.

** Sometimes, this type of people, you need to be fierce with them then they will be nice to you. I don't even want to hope for her to be nice. As long as she keep her menopause side-effects to herself then I am alright with it.


And the tomyam that day tasted horrible. It was very spicy and the thought of them doing it on purpose even crossed our mind. I so geram I wanted to teach that auntie a lesson but I still love their french fries. =( Teach me what can I do?

WWW finale

And the winner is......

HAFIZ!!!!!

Hafiz, you are what women want!!! He was so sweet that he told Charles its his luck. His rezeki. Charles was having problem with a girl in his life I suppose. He cried during the final meet-the-judge session. He say he is not sure where he stands and he suddenly feel that whether he got the title or not, it doesn't matter anymore. He couldn't control his feelings and finally, he realized that he is no other than Hafiz who can't control his emotions. He was cute and everything but I guess he is not the one. I would love to have a friend like Charles but not boyfriend I think. I mean he is cute but he is just not the one. HAFIZ IS THE WINNER!!!! <3 style="font-style: italic;">Hias Khemah!!!! Meaning, Yi Lin and I and the gang won!!!Mahsuri even won the sorakan and the perbarisan. Mahsuri rocks. After 7 years in Mahsuri, I finally berjasa a little bit and I am proud of myself and the team. Love you all for the hardwork we put in. Trust me, Yi Lin and I screamed like mad and teachers stared at us cause we were behind the Khemah VIP I think. Who cares? We were in cloud 9

Birthday.

Bi rt h day

Date M e a n i n g s

Is your birthday day 7 of the month?
Your Life
You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence.
Your Love
You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often progress quickly.

LOL LOL LOL.. I am sensitive, yes. I love exaggerations la!! and What's these birthday thingie's problem? Everywhere also state that I am stubborn and self-centered! I know d la! And my love relationship progress quickly? Cool. XD

PS: check out the other days here. Created another blog for all these articles to prevent my blog from being filled with such long post and for easy access and reading

Great friends are like

- gem among thousand of stones.
- RM50 in ang pow (I very happy when I see RM50 okay?That's the biggest ang pow d)
- rainbows after rainy days, it's always there,ever so beautiful to greet you after a gloomy day
- clouds when there's hot sun, to protect you from getting burnt *sunburn that is*
- popcorn during a movie, you just have to have them.
- a massage after a tiring day, there to take down your burden, even for just a while
- a pail, for you to fill your tears when you are sad
- a strong wall, for you to lean on when you are tired
- a donation box, ever ready to be there to give you hopes
- a christmas tree, filled with lots of beautiful things just to make you smile
- a glass of cold drink on hot days, always there at the right time
- a diary, someone you can always trust
- an elf when you are the Santa, always there to help you when you need them
- water in deserts
- a bra, ever there to give you support *lol. seems familiar.*
- a spa, makes you comfortable after a hard day
- a warm blanket during the winter, to keep you warm and secure
- a hot soup on winter, keeps you warm till inside *lol*
- a sad love song after a break up, ever there to help you face your problem and get over it
- a clown, to cheer you up whether you need it or not
- a beautiful love song when you fall in love, to share your happiness with.
- a comfortable shoe when you go out, to prevent you from getting hurt
- good cards in hand when "puak kiau", gives you hope,motivates you and brings you lots of good things *example: money. "puak kiau" win money* XD I am so addicted now. Shan, your house on 9th ok? XD
- a good camera on a wonderful day, there to always share and capture the beautiful moments and memories in your life.
- a panadol when you have headaches, there to ease your pain and make you feel well again
- a packet of ENO, there to give you a "push" when "you" can't move
- a good bowling game, no senget lanes, no slippery floors,just a bowling ball and ten beautifully standing pins (what you see is what you get, no hiding, no pretending)
- a hot steamboat during CNY, crazy but something we must have to feel complete
- a strawberry dip in castor sugar, a little sour and a little sweet, there to spice up your life.
- a mirror, always reflects to us. Because we became a little more alike after being friends for a long time *hints to Shan Shan. Bulldog XD*
- a good laugh over a comedy, there to release stress with us.
- a bungee jumping, crazy but adventurous.
- a love we can never replace with anything else
- tissues. They are always there to wipe away your tears.

I am glad I found my greatest friends. I do believe high school friends are those who last the longest and I shall pray and hope that you guys will forever be my best friends. When I get married *I said when hah? If got nia ok?* I want all of you to seat beside my table. Unless I can get a super long table la. And I want each and everyone of you to be just like my family. Because you guys are the family I chose. Love Bentengs and Emmoes forever!

Birthmonth

Note: Ignore the lame "post it in five minutes thing". I enjoy reading these cause at times they are real true. Being an April Kid, let me highlight some true points in there alright?

APRIL=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive
personality.Very! sexy.Affectionate &
Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to
talk alot! (haha. I think everyone who knows me will say the same bout me. I talk non-stop. Sometimes I irritate people especially those who wants some peace) Loves to get their way! . ( Well, yes. I am trying to change. I don't think I did a wonderful job thou. *blush* )
Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. (Yes,but easy to cool down too. )
Very stubborn in the most way
possible! (I think my mum will raise her hands and feets to agree with this. I am pretty stubborn and I know that. Even my second sis always scold me for that) Loves to get noticed!
Willing to take risks for others.
Makes good choices. Has a great
fashion sense! Maybe a little too
popular with others * wink wink*.
Outgoing and crazy at times! (Yes,when I am with the right person at the right time. I can be pretty crazy. Fine, I am very crazy. XD )
Intelligent. Can sometimes be a
heartbreaker! Can love as much as
possible! Hates insults. Loves
compliments! A very big flirt!
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns
kindness.( half of it is correct. Actually I hate to owe people. And they did not mention what I do when people did not treat me well or mistreated me. XD ) The best in bed out of MFE
these months!! Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant
and assesses others.If you repost this
in the next 5 mins, you will meet your
new love in 8 days.

P/S: Check out the other months here.