What to do?

Wahseh, today is the last day of September. I only had like 4 post in September. Shan, I guess I am not doing very well over here either. =P I blame the lack of posting on STPM trials and a lot of catching up to do before STPM. I guess my blog will berkulat over here until STPM is over and until I am back from NZ and until I siap pindah rumah. That's like a long way to go still. =P

I know I know. I got like so many post not written. First is the 988 party then the Hooi Shan's party. Those pictures I took from Ju-Yen's party I also not yet update. What can I do? All postpone la. Try my best to put it up cause one day, when I am so old, I can't go to the loo on my own*something I hope will never happen*, I want to come back here and read all these and then tell myself, "hey, I am so damn happening when I was young ok?" So yea yea. I'll start updating in October. Hopefully by tonight I can put up about the 988 party but without pictures first. Pictures updates must wait for Ju-Yen. Gotta go. Tata

Tag

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5 barang dalam bag:-
Which bag you talking about? I better not talk about my school bag. I got lots of stuff in my school bag. Just a random bag ok?
- purse
- lip gloss
- mirror
- comb
- tissues

5 barang dalam bag duit :-
- money
- my picture with the bentengs
- Popular student card
- IC, driving licence etc
- talisman

5 barang yang saya paling suka di dalam bilik:-
- Bubu, Bubu Jr, Bibi, Monster, Squappy, Rynn, Arron, Pat, Lex and Brax, and all the rest. =P
- My cds
- My pillow and bolster
- Daniel's poster
- My mum. Lol, I share room with her.

5 perkara yang saya ingin cuba/buat:-
- Singing K
- Study *cuba =P*
- Straightened my hair
- Get over STPM asap
- Go KL.

5 perkara yang saya sedang buat sekarang:-
- Answering this tag
- Chatting with Shan
- Playing with my facebook
- Doing my PA presentation
- Downloading songs for mum.

5 orang saya tag
- Pao Pao
- Wei Wei
- Shan Shan
*don't want to continue anymore. I want to have all double double one. =P*

A little too early

'Boh kong boh lang chai,

Kong tiok chin pai seh,

Chiak ka sia neh tua han,

Ko erm bat che puey ki. '

Extracted from Ji Ba Ban Song by Huang Yi Fei

If I don't tell, people won't know. But it is embarrassing to say this. I've never been on an aeroplane before.

So yea, I am going to NZ end of this year. Whether I can or cannot, I have to. Cause we booked that tickets. =P Anyway, my second sis, the smart, pretty, cute, but short one is graduating. *cross fingers* It has been 4 years since she left Penang to go different places to study. Shah Alam and then NZ. It think its the 5th year already. So short and petite some more dare to go so far. Tiny rat. Squeeze her!!!!

I have never been on a plane or seen it closely. Mama-mia, I am so afraid to actually go there. But hey, I am going to be so so so rich one day, I will be travelling around the world. I need to go once to make sure I can cope with such life right? =P I was having my MUET trial exam and after I finished, I couldn't sleep although I felt drowsy earlier. Stupid paper woke me up I guess. So I wrote a list of what to get and what I want to do in NZ. Just to keep myself reminded and to hint the richer and generous people around me a.k.a my family, I am posting the list up.

Things to get.

1. Jacket

2. Nivea lip balm/ Body Shop lip butter *saja want to put the brand.*

3. Skirt *Pao say got dinner.*

4. Sport Shoe *something reliable for very long walks.*

5. Back pack. *My school bag is torn also. So boh pian, must buy a good one.*

6. Camera Sony Cybershot T100/T200. *My dream*

7. T-Shirts

8. Cargo pants

Things I want to do in NZ

1. Take picture with sheep

2. Take picture on the green green fields

3. Eat NZ ice-cream

4. Buy and eat lots of cherries

5. Go to their market

6. I am out of ideas. =)

Too early to think about this? Haha. I must get everything by end of Oct. Exams in Nov. Need to spare some time out to settle this and then I can sit for my exams peacefully in Nov. Will update the list. =)

Amazing

Seriously, its amazing how these horoscopes explain someone that clearly and hit exactly on the spot. The most they miss is like what? By one point? I am so Aries. No wonder sometimes people get fed up with me. =P

VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - TheDaredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendl y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.


ps: I will not blog for some time especially this week as I have my examination on and my computer broke down. =)

Last year, today.

Exactly a year ago, our beloved uncle left us as he lost the battle with lung problems. He gave his all and was defeated because God love him more and want him to go back to be with them, the angels. He was and still is my favourite uncle because he is the one who never failed to tell me that I am a great person, every single time I meet him. I guess that gave me false information for 18 years until he left. =P He is a wonderful father, a wonderful uncle, a wonderful son and and terrific brother. At times, I feel as though he is still here, just resting at home. Every time my family brought him up, I felt as though I was given a tight slap and is brought back to reality. The reality that he is no longer physically here and will never be. I guess I never stop hoping as he is in my mind. At times I am very very worried that one day, I will forget him. That I will forget how he looked like and how he laughed and how he smiled and how he sounded like. I am afraid that he will slowly be brought out of my head. My uncle used to be a strong man. When he fell ill, it was the first time I seen him so skinny,weak and vulnerable. My heart shatters every time I think about it.

As I will definitely cry every single time I read this, I shall write some happy things that he reminds me of. At least we should be happy that he is no longer suffering. It hurts when I heard my mum said he actually begged the Chinese doctor to save him. It was too early for him to go.

My uncle, Uncle Sunny. He reminds me of
~ Peanuts, as he loved them. Even with his gout problem.
~ Fruits. He always buy me fruits when I go to office.
~ Tuition. -.- So swt right? But he reminds me of Tanjung Tuition cause he used to send me there. Especially Mr. Felix's class. He used to send me there every week.
~ Roobos tea or whatever name you guys call it. He use to drink them every single day.
~ Grandma's cooking. He loved them. Despite not having appetite for food, he finished what grandma cooked. He loved 'mee sua tau'. He always had fun time eating when its Cheng Beng time cause he loved the curry chicken, the jiu hu char, the soup. Everything.
~ Handphone Nokia 3310. He had one 3310 phone. He used to ask me whenever his phone has problems and will say that I am clever cause I can fix it every time.
~ Elvis Presley. They played the songs for him for his funeral.
~ Ku Lou Yuk. He loved them. I love them too. =P
~ Chee Cheong Chok. I used to ask mummy how come he can eat them every single day without feeling sick of it.
~ His eat medicine's habit. He just wallop the whole cup of medicine without eating one by one. Until one fell down and nurse thought he dislike medicines.
~ Pizza, he used to belanja me Pizza when he strike lottery
~ Money. He strike lottery, I happy, cause get money. It rhymes! =P And when I don't want to accept, he will say, you take already, I win some more leh.
~ His praises. I am clever for getting C because I don't study at all. A? Extreme smart la. I am clever cause I can fix his phone. I am clever cause I good at talking and making people happy.
~ The lil girl from the coffee shop below office. He used to play with her a lot.
~ His car. The one he bought from my aunt. He took very great care of them. When he died, his wife gave the car to her siblings I think. I am not so sure.
~ His side-burn. Ala Elvis Presley la tu. =P
~ His nice voice. He can sing.
~ His teasing. He enjoys teasing me. He often say I look like his daughter.


When he is gone, there's no one praising me that I am great as I am already. If I do not score well, there's no one there to tell me that I am smart cause I get not bad result despite not studying. When he is gone, I lost someone who will acknowledge me and make me feel better. He is a great lost to me and I hope he will remain in my heart, my mind cause he is a wonderful person and I am glad God treated me so well that he granted me someone as magical as my uncle, Uncle Sunny.