As I looked out of the window,
On this beautiful sunny afternoon,
No rain, no sun and no rainbow,
Just me, alone.
Once again I thought bout the past,
And of the memories, in me they last,
Those dreams we created and crushed,
But they no longer make me frust.
I now believe that time heals all pain,
For I'm still very much sane,
I stopped turn back to stare,
Cause I have a better future to prepare.
I am happy for the choice,
I made 3 years back,
I believe it's the best and I rejoice,
For wisdom and courage I usually lack.
I saw people peeping into my window,
To see how's my life, am I drowned with sorrow,
Or is the cupid there with her arrow,
All I can say is, don't kay-po.
Life has been good if not great,
I am happy, I am glad,
Bad times left,
Good times stayed.
I guess I am finally happy. To be who I am, to prepare plans and pathways to a brighter future, to be proud of myself for once. To be drawn closer to Him and be in His plans and carry out His plans.
All I can say now is, MA~~ Wa tua han liao!!!
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
At times like this
I can't help but to think of you,
It's funny how your image come flashing through my mind,
the time is awkward,
what I'm doing is so wrong,
I never thought I'll think of you,
after 3 long years
When eyes are about to close,
I wish I am 17 all over again,
Time passed us by,
Our paths have long crossed,
and diverge,
We both know,
after that very junction,
we will never see our paths converge again.
I failed you,
your expectation failed me,
and courage failed us.
It no longer matters,
I've grown up,
into someone I never knew,
into a stranger,
I couldn't care less,
Society shaped me.
It's funny how your image come flashing through my mind,
the time is awkward,
what I'm doing is so wrong,
I never thought I'll think of you,
after 3 long years
When eyes are about to close,
I wish I am 17 all over again,
Time passed us by,
Our paths have long crossed,
and diverge,
We both know,
after that very junction,
we will never see our paths converge again.
I failed you,
your expectation failed me,
and courage failed us.
It no longer matters,
I've grown up,
into someone I never knew,
into a stranger,
I couldn't care less,
Society shaped me.
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
The sunshine in our lives
Uncle Sunny,
You were the one who believed in me the most,
You were the one who treats me like your own daughter,
You gave me encouragement , love and faith,
You reach out to help,whenever I need help.
You are like my father who never gives up,
Regardless how I scored in exam,I was always the best for you,
At times when I spend more time doing other things,you still think I am smart,
Your love I will remember and keep them deep inside my heart.
Uncle Sunny,
Though you are now far far away,
But in my heart, you will stay
Your love and care will not fade away,
Hope you will be happy, I hope and I pray.
To us, you never leave,
For your memories with us stay strong and deep,
Our love for you will never cease,
And we hope that you will rest in peace.
A good uncle, a good brother
A good son, a good father,
A good husband, a good friend,
We will never replace you for another.
Never have we doubt,
The joy you brought into our lives,
Making us smile, making us proud,
To have you in our lives.
Though we can no longer see you around,
But you will be forever loved and treasured,
Because in you, love we found,
And those things,we cannot measure.
To have you in our lives is our pleasure,
You are like a box of gold, our treasure,
All of us feel lucky, this I am sure,
And you will stay in our heart, that is for sure.
Now that you are up in heaven,
We wish you all the best,
Guarding us from the clouds of heaven,
And be there,beside God with His bless.
This is written to remember and to thank Uncle Sunny, my uncle who showered me with love since I was small. His love, care and faith will forever be treasured and I will never forget him.
With love,
Ping Ping
2.50pm 1/9/06
You were the one who believed in me the most,
You were the one who treats me like your own daughter,
You gave me encouragement , love and faith,
You reach out to help,whenever I need help.
You are like my father who never gives up,
Regardless how I scored in exam,I was always the best for you,
At times when I spend more time doing other things,you still think I am smart,
Your love I will remember and keep them deep inside my heart.
Uncle Sunny,
Though you are now far far away,
But in my heart, you will stay
Your love and care will not fade away,
Hope you will be happy, I hope and I pray.
To us, you never leave,
For your memories with us stay strong and deep,
Our love for you will never cease,
And we hope that you will rest in peace.
A good uncle, a good brother
A good son, a good father,
A good husband, a good friend,
We will never replace you for another.
Never have we doubt,
The joy you brought into our lives,
Making us smile, making us proud,
To have you in our lives.
Though we can no longer see you around,
But you will be forever loved and treasured,
Because in you, love we found,
And those things,we cannot measure.
To have you in our lives is our pleasure,
You are like a box of gold, our treasure,
All of us feel lucky, this I am sure,
And you will stay in our heart, that is for sure.
Now that you are up in heaven,
We wish you all the best,
Guarding us from the clouds of heaven,
And be there,beside God with His bless.
This is written to remember and to thank Uncle Sunny, my uncle who showered me with love since I was small. His love, care and faith will forever be treasured and I will never forget him.
With love,
Ping Ping
2.50pm 1/9/06
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Two years ago, it touches hearts
ps: this poem is dedicated to everyone who once loved n fall out of love. Hope it captures exactly how you feel and touches your heart.
12th February , a day to remember ,
What happened to us, i wonder,
I thought absence will make the heart grows fonder,
How come it doesn't work for us, I ponder.
Sometimes you make me wonder,
Is your love true or are you just another player,
Everyone ask me to let go or I'll suffer,
But no one knows how it feels cause I thought it was forever.
All these while to me you are true,
And with time, my trust for you grew,
Though u lied to me like I am a fool,
But i always thought our love was beautiful.
Hurt me no more when we break,
The pain is too much for me to take,
But I'll stay strong for God's sake,
And I swear, I'll never make the same mistake.
Forever , love and trust you taught me,
Those are the things I no longer see,
Leave me alone and set me free,
I'll find my way back to where I am suppose to be.
No more tears and no more pain,
Care and love, I have gain,
I will stand up once again,
Love and trust, I am still in the game!
Rain falls like the tears in my heart,
But now, I promise I'll do my part,
For mum, I'll work hard,
And for you also,who are drifting apart.
Leaves will wither from the tree,
Sun will rise from the sea,
Those beautiful things i shall see,
Just that you won't be standing beside me.
All our memories will fade with time,
Till one day your wedding bells chime,
You will smile and your face will shine,
But I know, till then,you are never mine.
Now that we are no longer together,
I am sure we will find better,
We once shared tears and laughter,
Now all we can do is remember..
pingping06
I've decided to post this again. My first and most favourite one. =) The first post that kicked started this blog. Posted back in 2006. October the 14 to be exact.
*****************************
Last year, on July the 5th, I posted this.
16 months passed in a blink of eye,
Our story ended so long but did the flame die?
No matter how convincing I sound, we all know its a lie,
But what do you expect? For me to admit and cry?
Why is it that you are the only one I see?
We all know it has never meant to be,
We were not like honey and bumble bee,
We have even stopped feeling happy.
Each night I find myself reminiscing our history,
How I loved you, your mum and even your family,
How I used to laugh and sounded so contented and happy,
And how I wish that in years to come you will still remember me.
There's one question I longed to ask,
'Do you remember?' if I must,
All those beautiful memories that's so fragile, just like glass,
Though not alive, but they all lasts.
Your disappearance got me all worried and sad,
But your existence make me even more upset,
I don't know what I want or wish to get,
But right now, these feelings are making me mad.
July '07pingping
*****************************
This year, on February the 12, I wrote this.
3 years later,
Will we still remember?
The good old times together,
The tears and the laughter,
Have the leaves on the tree withered?
Have we moved on for better?
The pain is lesser now,
At least I no longer frown,
Instead, when I think of you, I smile,
I guess it's cuz the new life we both found.
I admit I do miss,
The good ol' times, the memories,
It is over but it was a bliss,
Bright future ahead for us, I wish.
3 years ago it was our story,
3 years later, it belongs to another party,
I'm not sad but glad,
For the good times we once had.
pingping08
12th February , a day to remember ,
What happened to us, i wonder,
I thought absence will make the heart grows fonder,
How come it doesn't work for us, I ponder.
Sometimes you make me wonder,
Is your love true or are you just another player,
Everyone ask me to let go or I'll suffer,
But no one knows how it feels cause I thought it was forever.
All these while to me you are true,
And with time, my trust for you grew,
Though u lied to me like I am a fool,
But i always thought our love was beautiful.
Hurt me no more when we break,
The pain is too much for me to take,
But I'll stay strong for God's sake,
And I swear, I'll never make the same mistake.
Forever , love and trust you taught me,
Those are the things I no longer see,
Leave me alone and set me free,
I'll find my way back to where I am suppose to be.
No more tears and no more pain,
Care and love, I have gain,
I will stand up once again,
Love and trust, I am still in the game!
Rain falls like the tears in my heart,
But now, I promise I'll do my part,
For mum, I'll work hard,
And for you also,who are drifting apart.
Leaves will wither from the tree,
Sun will rise from the sea,
Those beautiful things i shall see,
Just that you won't be standing beside me.
All our memories will fade with time,
Till one day your wedding bells chime,
You will smile and your face will shine,
But I know, till then,you are never mine.
Now that we are no longer together,
I am sure we will find better,
We once shared tears and laughter,
Now all we can do is remember..
pingping06
I've decided to post this again. My first and most favourite one. =) The first post that kicked started this blog. Posted back in 2006. October the 14 to be exact.
*****************************
Last year, on July the 5th, I posted this.
16 months passed in a blink of eye,
Our story ended so long but did the flame die?
No matter how convincing I sound, we all know its a lie,
But what do you expect? For me to admit and cry?
Why is it that you are the only one I see?
We all know it has never meant to be,
We were not like honey and bumble bee,
We have even stopped feeling happy.
Each night I find myself reminiscing our history,
How I loved you, your mum and even your family,
How I used to laugh and sounded so contented and happy,
And how I wish that in years to come you will still remember me.
There's one question I longed to ask,
'Do you remember?' if I must,
All those beautiful memories that's so fragile, just like glass,
Though not alive, but they all lasts.
Your disappearance got me all worried and sad,
But your existence make me even more upset,
I don't know what I want or wish to get,
But right now, these feelings are making me mad.
July '07pingping
*****************************
This year, on February the 12, I wrote this.
3 years later,
Will we still remember?
The good old times together,
The tears and the laughter,
Have the leaves on the tree withered?
Have we moved on for better?
The pain is lesser now,
At least I no longer frown,
Instead, when I think of you, I smile,
I guess it's cuz the new life we both found.
I admit I do miss,
The good ol' times, the memories,
It is over but it was a bliss,
Bright future ahead for us, I wish.
3 years ago it was our story,
3 years later, it belongs to another party,
I'm not sad but glad,
For the good times we once had.
pingping08
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
3 years later
3 years later,
Will we still remember?
The good old times together,
The tears and the laughter,
Have the leaves on the tree withered?
Have we moved on for better?
The pain is lesser now,
At least I no longer frown,
Instead, when I think of you, I smile,
I guess it's cuz the new life we both found.
I admit I do miss,
The good ol' times, the memories,
It is over but it was a bliss,
Bright future ahead for us, I wish.
3 years ago it was our story,
3 years later, it belongs to another party,
I'm not sad but glad,
For the good times we once had.
I guess 12th February will forever be a very special day to me. To my friend, I hope we are still friends
Thursday, July 5, 2007
Do feelings fade?
16 months passed in a blink of eye,
Our story ended so long but did the flame die?
No matter how convincing I sound, we all know its a lie,
But what do you expect? For me to admit and cry?
Why is it that you are the only one I see?
We all know it has never meant to be,
We were not like honey and bumble bee,
We have even stopped feeling happy.
Each night I find myself reminiscing our history,
How I loved you, your mum and even your family,
How I used to laugh and sounded so contented and happy,
And how I wish that in years to come you will still remember me.
Our story ended so long but did the flame die?
No matter how convincing I sound, we all know its a lie,
But what do you expect? For me to admit and cry?
Why is it that you are the only one I see?
We all know it has never meant to be,
We were not like honey and bumble bee,
We have even stopped feeling happy.
Each night I find myself reminiscing our history,
How I loved you, your mum and even your family,
How I used to laugh and sounded so contented and happy,
And how I wish that in years to come you will still remember me.
There's one question I longed to ask,
'Do you remember?' if I must,
All those beautiful memories that's so fragile, just like glass,
Though not alive, but they all lasts.
Your disappearance got me all worried and sad,
But your existence make me even more upset,
I don't know what I want or wish to get,
But right now, these feelings are making me mad.
July '07
pingping
'Do you remember?' if I must,
All those beautiful memories that's so fragile, just like glass,
Though not alive, but they all lasts.
Your disappearance got me all worried and sad,
But your existence make me even more upset,
I don't know what I want or wish to get,
But right now, these feelings are making me mad.
July '07
pingping
ps: ignore all those weird weird part. It is not meant to have perfect English. It is just to express oneself. =) and no, don't check my English please. Thank you.
pps:
happy birthday che. =) belated one. love you. Hope you like the card I gave you.
pps:
happy birthday che. =) belated one. love you. Hope you like the card I gave you.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
So Long...(warning - sad one,not for sensitive person)
ps: this poem is dedicated to everyone who once loved n fall out of love. Hope it captures exactly how you feel and touches your heart.
12th February , a day to remember ,
What happened to us, i wonder,
I thought absence will make the heart grows fonder,
How come it doesn't work for us, I ponder.
Sometimes you make me wonder,
Is your love true or are you just another player,
Everyone ask me to let go or I'll suffer,
But no one knows how it feels cause I thought it was forever.
All these while to me you are true,
And with time, my trust for you grew,
Though u lied to me like I am a fool,
But i always thought our love was beautiful.
Hurt me no more when we break,
The pain is too much for me to take,
But I'll stay strong for God's sake,
And I swear, I'll never make the same mistake.
Forever , love and trust you taught me,
Those are the things I no longer see,
Leave me alone and set me free,
I'll find my way back to where I am suppose to be.
No more tears and no more pain,
Care and love, I have gain,
I will stand up once again,
Love and trust, I am still in the game!
Rain falls like the tears in my heart,
But now, I promise I'll do my part,
For mum, I'll work hard,
And for you also,who are drifting apart.
Leaves will wither from the tree,
Sun will rise from the sea,
Those beautiful things i shall see,
Just that you won't be standing beside me.
All our memories will fade with time,
Till one day your wedding bells chime,
You will smile and your face will shine,
But I know, till then,you are never mine.
Now that we are no longer together,
I am sure we will find better,
We once shared tears and laughter,
Now all we can do is remember..
pingping06
What happened to us, i wonder,
I thought absence will make the heart grows fonder,
How come it doesn't work for us, I ponder.
Sometimes you make me wonder,
Is your love true or are you just another player,
Everyone ask me to let go or I'll suffer,
But no one knows how it feels cause I thought it was forever.
All these while to me you are true,
And with time, my trust for you grew,
Though u lied to me like I am a fool,
But i always thought our love was beautiful.
Hurt me no more when we break,
The pain is too much for me to take,
But I'll stay strong for God's sake,
And I swear, I'll never make the same mistake.
Forever , love and trust you taught me,
Those are the things I no longer see,
Leave me alone and set me free,
I'll find my way back to where I am suppose to be.
No more tears and no more pain,
Care and love, I have gain,
I will stand up once again,
Love and trust, I am still in the game!
Rain falls like the tears in my heart,
But now, I promise I'll do my part,
For mum, I'll work hard,
And for you also,who are drifting apart.
Leaves will wither from the tree,
Sun will rise from the sea,
Those beautiful things i shall see,
Just that you won't be standing beside me.
All our memories will fade with time,
Till one day your wedding bells chime,
You will smile and your face will shine,
But I know, till then,you are never mine.
Now that we are no longer together,
I am sure we will find better,
We once shared tears and laughter,
Now all we can do is remember..
pingping06
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