Monday, September 29, 2008
1. Which part makes you cry the most?
2. WHO make you cry the most?
3. Which character you really really like?
4. Which part you paling suka? *I got one part I ALMOST want to cut out and watch again and again, so mean*
5. Like the ending or not?
1. I cry when they accuse Ah Yuet. I don't know why, cry until pilipala the tears.
2. I think the whole show, whenever Ah Yuet kena accuse, I sure cry until damn mempersiasuikan one. XD
3. I like that Linda Chung cuz she damn pretty, and I actually like Ah Yuet also, and Ah Ka. Wa suka.
4. The part when that Ah Sa's daughter kena pukul. DAMN SYOK!!!
5. Although that ending very er typical, I like. Haih, last time I would say, always also like this one la, but now I'm old already, I prefer like this one.
=)) I paling want to know which part you cry PALING teruk. I had to like pretend I got flu ok cause I was watching in my room and my room mate was around. Then the other times my sis are around, have to tahan my tears. T.T
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I was watching this movie called Pay It Forward and it's really inspiring. How many of us actually go all out really helping a stranger, regardless of whether they worth it or not? It's not just showing them way but really helping them. With heart. We cannot plan it, we can only do it with heart and we cannot make them do it. We can only hope that they want to do it because their heart wants them to.
At some point in the movie, I thought to myself, how many times have I thought 'Why should I help you?' That selfish sinful thought. How many times have I rejected to help someone because she was selfish to me? He did not ask himself 'Why should He help me?' I did bad things, I am sinful, but He gave up His life for me.
This will take a lot of hard work but He will be with me. I'll just have to get it started. Thank you for that lovely movie, Pay It Forward.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
It's funny how your image come flashing through my mind,
the time is awkward,
what I'm doing is so wrong,
I never thought I'll think of you,
after 3 long years
When eyes are about to close,
I wish I am 17 all over again,
Time passed us by,
Our paths have long crossed,
We both know,
after that very junction,
we will never see our paths converge again.
I failed you,
your expectation failed me,
and courage failed us.
It no longer matters,
I've grown up,
into someone I never knew,
into a stranger,
I couldn't care less,
Society shaped me.
Monday, September 22, 2008
I don't know what went wrong but it definitely make me sad. =(( Perhaps it's just another reason for me to be moody. Haih, it's okay la, I've written few post but when I want to submit for contest, it either cannot load or got sucky connection. I'll get used to it.
=(( People are watching Mamamia and having the time of their life and here I am, typing. I hate this.
ps: I am in USM hostel, that's why I cannot go. If I am at home sure I fly there. T______T
HAHA.. So ngam you can see me, wei wei and yilin in this chatbox. XD
Or if you don't like something, when did you ever dare to walk up to the person-in-charge and complain? More often than not, we keep the beh syok-ness (unsatisfaction) in our hearts and we go back we complain and complain and complain to everyone we know. My lecturer was talking about how we should voice out if we are not satisfied about one of the courses, WUS, which is compulsory for everyone to take in order to graduate. This course is like a HUGE HUGE money sucking machine, everyone complains about it, but none really expressed this to the lecturer. Except for Peter. XD
We had to pay RM10 to rent umbrellas and tables that they can easily reuse every single year for this Expo where we have to sell stuff. And if you are such a sucka in selling stuff, you'll lose money right? And you can't report in your assignment that you rugi. Die die also must say untung and these syok sendiri lecturers will think they have trained businessmen and businesswomen. I often say this, the real entrepreneur are not us, but the lecturer. Seriously, RM10 for that lousy umbrella that FOUR groups (RM40) have to share and lousy tables that TWO groups have to share?
And if that is not enough, we had to pay RM6 for ONE user name+password which enables us to access to the course's website and hand in our assignments. And we have easily 1200 students per sem??? Seriously, WHO IS THE ONE EARNING? I thought they are supposed to lead us and help us. And I DON'T FIND THAT COURSE USEFUL!!!!! The lecturer even mentioned that we can choose to hand in hard copy or soft copy and of course everyone goes and buy that code because we thought it'll be cheaper. BUT WALAO EH!!! Now a bit beh syok cause I bought.
And then again, I am a true bred and kiasi, kia cheng hu Malaysians. I keep my mouth shut. Seriously, if you managed to solve this problem, the other 1199 students might think you are cool, for one sem. If you bring troubles to them? You get 1199x2 eyes staring at you and cursing you. Can avoid tiok avoid la. I think Malaysians (unless sipek daring ones) will grow up as cowards with no principles and easily bullied bunch of people.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Like this how to win Teoh Wei Wei??? They beh syok me la I think. T.T Ok,
Saturday, September 20, 2008
So I don't think I am going to that show anymore. Chieh, don't get to camwhore, not fun. =(( Have fun la fellow Nuffnangers who are going to the Penang one. I'll just rot in my hostel room. =(( I think we have some makan-makan at hostel. Free. XD
Go talk to my sister, Pao Pao if you go. XD
Friday, September 19, 2008
The three ladies in my family in pink. Pao, Che, Bu. XD
I took this from Body Shop. Mummy went in to WINDOW SHOP and I took it. I MEAN IT OKAY??? This is to all my buddies, Emmoes and Bentengs and also to Wei Wei, that
stupid Word Challenge enemy of mine. She is not stupid cause she won me. T.T
A book I borrowed from USM library and am reading. XD So slow. I know. But it's good, it's really good. I've quoted a few lines from him and I like it a lot.
Another book I borrowed and planning to start after I am done with Morrie. I think I need to extend the duration of borrowing that book.
QUEENSBAY MALL AND MOVIES WITH PILLARS!!!
It's amazing how the three of us became friends la. I mean okay la, it's amazing how my two buddies can become friends and actually camwhore together. They both have heart of gold though. I mean they are both such a bully (they bully me) but they always say or offer help at the right time.
Like when I told them I got cramps, they offer to buy me food AT THE SAME TIME! And like although they bullies me, I can totally know they are joking and they would be there for me whenever I need them and I do not have to worry about them leaving me behind because there's better offer for them elsewhere.
You get what I mean? I can depend on them. How I wish everyone in the world can be less selfish for once. It doesn't happen in the real world. Apparently people like Wei Wei, Yi Lin, Shan Shan, Cheng Ling, etc etc (Emmoes and Bentengs), are the minorities. I am glad I've found them in my life. Seriously, you'll understand when you are in a university. So much sarcasms, me-first-s, selfishness, and i-am-better here. I'm so sick of it that think I've grown more anti-social than before. It doesn't help that I was quite an anti-social already before this. Sometimes I wonder, is really this one person better than the other? I don't know.
LANTERN FESTIVAL AT NIGHT
Performance. It was worth that RM3. Although we are again a bunch of anti-socialites who sat so far away from the crowd. Seriously, there goes my social status. We should start sitting WITH the crowd and not AWAY from the crowd. Even if we are not fishing or pretending not wanting to fish, at least we are not that anti-social right?
Taking pictures with candle-lit lanterns. Yes, me very excited cause me play battery one last time. T.T Damn sad case right? Apparently many people think I very fake (jia-jia *think I'm like them meh?*) when I say I've never played before candle one. Why la I so sad case one? I very clumsy ma. Born with 4 legs one me.
Mummy would never let me play the ones with candles. I've never had my candles lit up before. Besides, I've had those plastics one. With strong frame, so strong, you won't get your lanterns burnt because they won't cincai boncai collasped on your sad looking candle. Lol, Wei Wei understands my kesengsaraan.
I was totally bodoh about lanterns la. I berkurun-kurun tak celebrate already kay? I was very jakun but I've had my hands on that candle-lit lantern that night, CONGRATULATE ME ALREADY!!!!!
I was actually very scared la when I was holding the lantern. Can see I lift my shoulder up when I held that lantern. Very stiff. So tiring okay? To hold a lantern. So risau it'll burn off. Burn nevermind ar, don't kena people can already. I got poor hands and brains coordination kay? I later throw that thing too far and kena people how? So drama can.
More lantern shots because I told Wei Wei, this might be our last if we screw this one up. XD Why God send me a friend who is jakun like me? Jakun-ness overdose. We were shrieking okay when that lantern slide towards Wei Wei. We didn't know we had to coil that aluminium thingie around the stick. I thought Susanna was damn smart to think of that way to stop the lantern from sliding okay? Apparently, THAT'S WHAT WE ARE SUPPOSED TO DO. Don't laugh.
That's me showing how I held that thing and walk back to Fajar Harapan. I was happy, excited, and really enjoying myself. Seriously, I thought that would be my last lantern okay? Perhaps I'll do it again. I am afterall more experienced now. If I burn it, I'll just resort to using the battery ones. I can even hum the songs. So pro right?
That's all. XD I think my blogspot sudah gila. I keep losing this last para. I was saying, that's all for this week's pictures. Hopefully there's more to come in the coming weeks. =)) Life in uni should be fun and enjoyable and not be filled with dislikes to other people. If only those people know about it and make it easier for everyone. Bah~ I think I am oversensitive but I think in a way, she is too insensitive. And they never seem to realise!!!!!!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
I shall re-link everyone here although my daily hits damn little. Act like I very sau foon yeng like that lar. XD Our team leader PinkPau. I totally changed my opinion about her blog after that. I used to feel lazy when I see her lengthy post but oi, damn addictive okay? Next is Clare. Whoops, I just found out about her dad's passing. Sorry Clare.
Then it's Justina, who is in US. Pretty wokay?? She enjoys dressing up and she always looks good in it one. Not fair hor? XD The guys are Bryan and Mr. Badak. Two Bs. Lol, Bryan is a Shouter like me and eh, he post about advertisement of room renting for gays only, I go baca now, kaypo. So open-minded already meh Malaysians. Mr Badak, man of few words but does his thing well. Come to think of it, he don't talk much either when we were doing that project. Or perhaps we are a bit too chi cha. XD
Ok la, finally the thing has ended. To tell the truth, I also forgot they have not announced winner cause the thing has dragged on for so long. =)) Hopefully Nuffnang kasi more chance lar. You know, having sales in the mall is nothing when there's no money. XD
PS: OI, I forget to congratulate, bukan jealous hor? XD Congrats Nicolekiss's team. XD So, jom kita pi celebrate, you all treat. XD
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
There's no answer from me that will save the situation. It either break our friendship right away or slowly break it. And I HATE IT!!!!!!!! DON'T MAKE ME THE VICTIM CAN? Just leave me alone and let me be who I am. I'm always the victim. I can be sure to say this. I AM ALWAYS THE VICTIM!!!!!!!
I can forgive him because he is confused, but can he forgive me for having a clear mind? It's so unfair!!!!!!
Monday, September 15, 2008
I have to go 6 hours class instead of 4 because we have had too many holidays this semester and we have to replace our BM class or we can start wiping our ass clean clean to fail this semester's BM.
FAIL BM YOU KNOW??? NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE IN MY LIFE LOR!!!!!! Like getting one digit result for my Maths. I know, stupid ma.
Anyway, I've been feeling aches all over, my stomach is bloated and aiya, head till toe also not okay la. May God be with me tomorrow and I hopefully I can pull through that 6 hours of class. If I can, then I can go back at 3 on Friday. Else, I'll have to stay till 7. DOWAN!!!!
Cousin Monkey Chooi is leaving tomorrow. Bye bye koko, take good care of your money and don't simply spend, wait for me. XD
Life oh life. I'll be finishing my first sem in another month's time and I asked myself, what have I learnt? I've not gained much friends outside of my course or hostel, I am always lost and often alone, I don't know what I am studying when everyone else seem so SURE. I'm just afraid I guess. Perhaps what one of the senior told me is right. Somehow there's someone who will be slower than everyone else. It all happens and I just have to learn to be faster though I am slowest now. Besides, God is with me. He is preparing my way for me.
Whatever that happened, happened for a reason. And He knows what I need and He will provide. Yes, He will provide.
I'm so sick of this whole fishing village lar!!!!!!! Not much people will understand but I'm tired of looking at fishermen/women around, though I am aware that I am one of the villagers here and it means somehow one way or another, I am a fisherwomen. A not so successful one. Chieh, I am probably jealous. XD
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Anyway, picture time!!!
This is me camwhoring with my pimples. Two weeks later, I got a new one. XD
Me and my cousin's girlfriend, Sun. Sun and the Moon, corny I know.
Yum yum. Steamboat dinner with family cause Cousin Monkey Chooi is leaving for UK like NEXT TUESDAY!!! Finally. XD Not finally that he is leaving, FINALLY he graduated from his dip. XD
My Cousin Monkey Chooi and his girlfriend, the sun the moon and the star.
PKA JUNIOR OUTING AT MOONLIGHT BAY!!!
*ok la, I don't have pictures. Gonna pester-memester the seniors to give me. Win, share with me ur experience at Christian Fellowship!!!!
The wave was big, I got wet okay? But it was a wonderful experience. I really needed that time to just sit and watch the wave. I was damn emo at that time cause I missed all my secondary school friends. Life in USM is not the same as the one I had with you guys.
I can blabbed anything to you guys and you guys will never fail to console me to tell me that no matter what, hey, I've got you guys. Emo days were easier to past last time.
Now? I don't know, I really wish I can talk to all of u again. Wait I get the D'Campus, I'm gonna call all of you. I MISS WIN!!! And SHAN!!! Yi Lin, hugs!!! One of my pillars in USM. Wei Wei is another. Sorry for the heavy weight. XD
I wore the Roxy flip flops there. SALAH!!! Cause damn dirty after that, but can wash. Thank god. XD I am loving that white shoe of mine!!! Loves win.
Wave again. I know, lousy shots. Wait till I learn photography skill, let you all "tai hoi ngan kai".
Me in my formal wear with make up. Hehehe. Got presentation lar.
WALKING TO YI LIN'S PLACE TO GO OUT WITH DIANA AND HOOI SHAN!!!
Then will pass this Jabatan Keselamatan. So salah, we have to buy tickets to enter swimming pool here and you know how far is that swimming pool and this Jabatan Keselamatan?? SO SALAH!!! So remember to get your tickets first!!!
This creepy jungle like walk. XD This is nothing, wait till you get to Yi Lin's place. Can scared to death cause will sesat. Ok la, maybe me only. But all of the blocks and rooms look the same. Always don't know which stairs to take. So scary. T.T