I am friendsick and Junior Outing

I am friendsick. T.T

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I went to this CF's junior outing to Moonlight Beach where I had the bestest time ever. I finally blabbed about how miserable I sometimes feel in USM cause it's just so so different in so many ways. I wished I have shanshan, chengling, win, jaslyn, wanmei, suling, annie, diana or just anyone of them to share this with me. I'm glad Yi Lin is around. I really really thank God for weiwei and yilin. I've had the best time with them and really, I am less miserable cause of them.

I will update bout the trip again when I got hold of the pictures. I did not take many cause we were busy playing games but we have seniors who helped us to take pictures which is GOOD. I love PKA. XD They are camwhore like me. Guys and girls alike. XD

And and and...I don't know if it's just me or many other new Christians do the same.




WE OFTEN FORGET TO PRAY BEFORE MAKAN!!!!!!! And worst still when you with a bunch of old Christians. Luckily not yet makan. XD Imagine you were very hungry, then start eating then you see like 20 eyes staring at you. Korek one hole and hide. XD

The one who laugh last, laugh best

Don't say or do anything you are not confident of. Else, DON'T FREAKING PREACH OR BOAST!!!!!!


Man, I love proving people wrong. =))

Why do people change?

In a blink of an eye. Why even want to start the relationship if you are not in love?

Why asked for her heart, hold it tight for a while and then crush it? There is no need to even start if there's no feelings.

If there are feelings between you two, you MUST be a BIG FAT LIAR. I don't believe someone who is in love with another person will give up in just matter of weeks. You have such low endurance, you are a shame to guys.

When someone wants to see you fall, stand up straight, walk on and leave him behind. If it is not yours, it is not. Don't bother wishing and hoping it is.

Saw the debate team debating on my way back

Although my mandarin is those of the primary school kindergarten, I stayed back to watch a little. Their topic was, is letting go easier or accepting a new love easier? Which will you choose??? I personally think letting go is so much harder compared to accepting.

Especially when you are sad, you just broke up and you so needed a shoulder to just cry on, a guy came into your life, shower you with all the attention you crave for ever since the break up, whether you sincerely loves him or you unconciously take him as a replacement, it is so much easier to get into a new relationship than to let go of the past.

When you are in that new relationship, you unconciously try to shape him into that same guy who loved you before. Isn't this true?? I mean we can always be in a new relationship without letting go of the past. Of course until the new guy managed to show you how much he is greater before leaving and another one replaces him. It's a cycle no matter how we try to deny it.

What about letting go? Think of your past relationships, have you not think of what he would say or would do when you faces problems? Have you not think of what he used to say and how he used to treat you with tender love and care? Well, I am a person who cannot put down, which is why I am glad I am not a guy. Canto proverbs wtf.

Life moves on la...
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I am not going back this week. Too much to settle. Sleep now and wake at 3.30 to do some assignments.

I sipek suay ah!!!

At first I really semangat berkobar-kobar one.

Then first 10 minutes, getting impatient already.

Finally, okay lah. I like the concept. Because I like what we will be doing or what I think we will be doing.

But got la, somehow got bad apples la. And then the whole basket one apples berulat now.

I am not sure if I will continue with it. It's not the concept, it's the people in it.

Blarh~~~ Some people just say the most salah thing at the MOST salah time.

And unfortunately, I am still trying to do what wei wei teach me, "KUA KA KUI LAAAAA"

Gagal sepenuh-penuhnya today cause I really show the -.- face. Lolx, no wonder I di-beh-syok dan dicari pasal.

Why do I always so suay one?? Always di-beh-syok and di-cari pasal. My face damn menyampah meh????

SUAY ARRRRRR

Yay yay, want to learn photography!!!

I kena marah

First this year. =((

But I must be open minded, I must forgive and forget.

Sleep now, will be having test tomorrow. I will blog bout my handsome cousin when I got hold of the pictures. And my pretty cousin. Where they get the genes??? Never offer me a bit. Chieh.

For now, my blog will be a dead one. Till..... Tomorrow. XD

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Good, now nonit sleep d...got lizard near my bed... T.T I very sleepy la idiot....

With people I love and care most

At first we thought we will be able to get to know real good friends and click right away and then move away from secondary school friends. I was scared to death for that cause I love my secondary school friends. Now, I am not that scared anymore. No one can replace them leh. No one loves bowling, camwhore, window shop, gossip, stupid craps, kacauing one another, and understand me more than them!!!!!!

We are so very the sama spesies. I like. Anyway, we celebrated Yi Lin's birthday which reminds me, AH SHAN, HAPPY BELATED BDAY!!!! No dedication to Shan tim.

Me at coffee bean (kopi tau) drinking pure choc. First expensive drink. Bwahahaha, kiam siap extreme.

Birthday girl and me. Birthday girl busy talking.

Yi Lin and I. Orange orange. Actually I am orange and she is pink lor.

Yi Lin, me and ju-yen. Ju-Yen eat wrong medicine, keep perli me.

That ever pandai camwhore. One take enough already. XD

Ling Ling and I. I rarely got picture with her lor.

Half hooishan, me, yilin, lingling, jen waiting for evan yo. XD tarak lar!!!

Blur blur cuz jen eat chicken leg. hand shake. XD

FINALLY. Ha-ha.

Cai Min You come, take few pic and we go makan....

Neh, itu evan yo lor.

june and i at gurney drive!

shin take for us. eweyan, eeming and their friend also came.

at foodloft. Yes, we eat a lot!!!

Finally, shin nonit hold camera. kesian her only.

Yi Lin's bday cake by eeming and eweyan. Hard like rock. But very chocolatey lor. Luckily eweyan eat for us. Ha-ha.

Yi Lin paiseh cuz we sing song for her. =.="

I huff and I puff and I'll blow the house down. Yi Lin is actually a wolf. XD

Melting cake in coffee bean. Now you understand la why we cannot finish eeming and eweyan's brownies. Fat si.

Jen and I. XD

HS leaving. T.T 12th September. Leaving for UK. NOT ULU KELANG!!! So far, HS, you save money then come back and find us okay???We tak jadilah want to save money to find you. T.T

La~~~ I lazy blog. Do assignment and study la. Aiseh, everyone pia studies, I pia shopping. Cause sales. T.T