People nowadays.....

I was in lift with my mum just now after she finished her work. We were talking. Then at level 6, three guys came in.

Me: *look at them. then continue talking* Then hor...
Mum: *look at them then continue to listen to me.*

Then at another level, one old man came in. He is a Malay. He came in and talked to the other two guy who came in earlier

Me: *still talking*
Mum: *Stare at them*

Then I saw them bersalam-salaman

Me: *still talking*
Mum: Eh, they so fair, I thought they are Chinese.
Me: Huh? They are not Chinese meh?

People nowadays, Chinese looks like Malay, Malay looks like Chinese, Indian looks like Chinese, Chinese looks like Indian. How to differentiate? No wonder I've been talking to Chinese in malay. La~~ Not my fault. =P

Something not so normal.

Well, usually, I'll hear my mother scolding other people. Be it her customer's worker,her workers,us or just anyone. She is a angry angry lady. =P But she is sweet when she wants to. Just like me.

So today, mummy and I went to settle some stuff at TNB. She was being quite sweet today okay? She talked to the people at the enquiry counter.

She: The person told me that I can do *this* and *this*.
He: Right now you want to listen to that person or to me?
She: Huh? (blur)
He: *stares at her* I will tell you what to do.
She: Oh, okay. I am not sure about the procedure.
He: You just do as I say.
She: *Keeps quiet*
Me: *stare in disbelief* That person mad ah?

It is really rare for me to see people raising their voice to my mother. My mother usually does the voice raising thing. And what's the guy's problem? Don't say sarcastic things to old people can? They don't get it. I think the funniest thing is when he raised his voice and said those sarcastic things, mummy replied him with a huh? Lol. He sounds lame when mummy said huh?Nevertheless, he is a good help. Just a little fierce.

Holiday Mansui

I told my mum I don't want to go to school tomorrow. And guess what she said??? She said okay. But I'll have to follow her to settle the electric stuff. Apadeh. People don't want to go to school so that I can wake later. Mana tau, ala. But she promised dim sum opposite TNB. So, kira okay la.

Anyway, tonight, the angkasawan will once again bertolak. And it'll be on tv1 at 9.20p.m. Sorry to say this and I hope RTM won't sue me. It's just my personal opinion. To me, TV1 is like the aiya-silap-channel's channel. I've never purposely turn to TV1 to watch but tonight, it'll be different. I'm going to watch this wonderful event.

I'll be super dead after holiday. Because this holiday means 6 days off. And that means I am so much nearer to STPM and that means I am so so so dead. And that means I AM BUSTED. Dead dead dead.

*I'll be fine, I'll be fine.*

I did not expect it.

Horoscope from Facebook says, Aries: When things are going well for you, don't start immediately looking for things to come crashing down. No sabotaging yourself. You're allowed to be happy



I was in a very very bad mood today and I don't even know why. I've been keeping it inside for some time and I have yet to see the need to release it until just now.

I guess 'someone' touched the sensitive and soft spot in me. TWICE! So I guess that's the reason I exploded. I was actually angry. I did not explode for that second only. I can feel blood rushing to my head okay? Anyway, the feeling of i-am-average-that's-why-no-one-respects-me is coming back. Die la. Am I going nuts? Lol, if I am, it runs in the family. Ha-ha to Pao.


I enjoy making fun of Mawi on that brochure cause I freaking hate him. For no apparent reason. You don't need a reason to love a person, so why would you need a reason to hate them?



I am such a freako.

and I really hate it.

None of my classmates in my list is online!!!

And you know what can make them this way? Maths test. Lol. Everyone is practically doing everything they can to study for their Maths. Boil the books, burn them and add some water to drink with it, sleep on the books or a more conventional way, studying for it like a real human do. I got stomachache and a real bad headache. I have yet to complete my Econs okay? In fact I did not do at all. I will revise my Maths a little later. I am sick of it. =( But I have to try. I will sleep earlier tonight. Lazy lar. Hate it.

How I wish I have the kiasuness in me. Perhaps that will make me study for my exam. Because I am not kiasu, I don't mind if I su. You get what I mean? =( I've been facebooking a lot. And I seem to do nonsense more than studying. I cannot wake up early to go PBA to study. I reach at 1pm! And I don't seem to able to concentrate in class. I am afraid my enemy, Mr. Pressure is coming back to haunt me. =( I have this kind of inner pressure whereby I cannot feel it clearly. It seems nothing but then it makes me uncomfortable. Last time, I didn't know these were the signs. I suffered from horrible pressure attack at that time. I was damn stupid okay? (read: WAS)



Can I like stop regreting everything I do??? I hate it!!!!!!!!! I think too much. And I blog nothing. Okay. I better start burning my Maths books to mix with water. I've got a lot of Maths book. Takes some time to finish burning. =)

The House III

Today, I went to our house-to-be again. Once everything is done, we will have that house!!! I began to like that house more now. Its just the second time I am there though. I've decided to take some more pictures for my second sister to see and perhaps think of the decorations for our room-to-be.

Welcome to our room!! Second look, Not as small as I thought it was. =P

Our cupboard. Going to extend a little to fit our stuff.

Can we put our study table here? See the wall sticking out, that width?

Beside the wall sticking out, maybe bout a kotak from the table, we can put our bed.

The window. I was thinking perhaps we can extend the chair longer and we can sit there to read story books or relax

The way to the pool. That is Ms Loo. Her bag damn cool. I likey.

That is Kenny. They are walking to the pool.

The bathing area for those after swimming. I tak berani bathe there kut.

Walking down. There is pool. Che is walking to the BBQ pit area.

The BBQ pit. A bit rusty. But haih, we'll make do with that first.

The pool. I thought it was damn horrible. Not bad la. Nice also ma.

So that's all for the house today. I hope this house will be ours a.s.a.p. I kind of love it now. Feel so like my own house. =) I am a happy girl.

ps: I am falling in love with beatbox or Bbox. Like it a lot. So cool.

I just honked!

Okay, fine, I did not drive la. You know how horrible I am at changing gears. Anyway, I just found out Lydia Teh's blog. Lydia Teh is the author of 'Honk! If you are a Malaysian.' I bought the book two months ago I think. I have yet to finish reading it because the school work is piling up, at times, I feel like I don't have time to even breathe but I still do. As I was feeling a little lucky, I joined Lydia's contest and hoping to get the RM30 voucher. If I can get it, I can get May Zhee's book (read: Vanitee Bee) with that voucher. I just come across May Zhee's blog too. I am sure my close friends know that I am thinking of being a writer but I am not really sure about it as I don't think I have wonderful English like them. But oh well, they keep me inspired.

Anyway, talking about Lydia's contest, its actually pretty simple. All you have to do is hop to her blog and place ur name on that particular post and she will draw out the winner. Go here for more information. I am now more interested to read the local author's books as it makes my dream to be a journalist or an author much more realistic. I don't know if I can ever be a journalist as I know, if compared to so many people out there, my English is even less than average, pushing aside the feeling of being average in me.

One thing I know very well about myself is I have horrible range of vocabulary. I don't read much. Not even newspaper. The only thing I read most right now are blogs and some books I bought recently. How I wish I can write as beautiful as they are. I am more to the boring-nothing-new writer. I write about things that happen around me with no flowery language AT ALL. But still, they will keep me motivated. =)