Gifts, I likey

When do you get gifts?

I always get presents on my birthdays (like everyone does.)

I get presents on Christmas.


I DON'T get presents on Valentines (saja)


I get presents whether I do well or not for my exam

I get presents when people go travel.

I get it often. =P

And now, I am going to give someone, this SPECIAL someone a gift.

She has been having hard time preparing for her presentation (she is already working some more got presentation) and also she has not been having good sleep as she is "on call".

What's worst than getting a call to ask you to go back to your work place when you are halfway dreaming with saliva dripping? I've decided to get her something she will need now, especially when her muscles are tensed and she is not happy. =(

I thought of getting her this Gintell Eye-Massager. Let her massage her eyes and make her less "chan" not that she looks very "chan" now. No, I never say she looks "chan". However, after much thought, I guess the one who will get stress relieve is me. Lol, she sure looks funny with this on. I probably will forget all my problems looking at her.

Its function

- Promotes stronger blood circulation
- Prevent the onset of near sightedness
- helps To reduce tension and fatigue
- helps To Prevent eye bags and wrinkles around the eyes (she sure would love this)

Best of all is that it is only RM70. And it helps to cheer me up. But aiya, so mean la, release my own tension on her behalf. So I decided not to get this.


What about this? OSIM uPapa Back Massager is freaking RM770. RM700 more expensive. Good for your back, hips, thighs, calves and feet. But then, she is not having problem with that, she is mentally drained, not physically wor. I am not sure this will release her tension cause when I am tense, I feel it on my shoulder and head. So, no. (Ok, the price does make me have doubt. XD)



THEN!!!!!!!! I FOUND THIS!!!!

Comfort Neck Relaxer only RM109!!! is perfect. And and and, this morning I have stiff neck, too tired or stressed. So this will be good. I mean my sister should have stiff neck and feel burden on her shoulder as she is stressed out too. It will work wonders to relieve pain and stiffness. Now this is good. I need it She needs it.

Oh, did I mention who am I giving it too? I forgot!!!!! She is none other than my lovely sister, Pao Pao, who plans to give me what I have been dreaming to get. I know I am lame like that. Ignore the fact that she is complaining that she is getting fat cause she is going to gym once she is over with her presentations and I no strength want to come back and use machines la.

What? That's the wonder of giving someone who stays and sleeps with you during weekends a present. YOU GET TO SHARE IT!!!! XD So prawn behind the stone hor? (udang disebalik batu)

I guess I am not used to this kinda life

and i told myself, i'll get over it, i'll get immune. I guess I never learn. and I'm tired, I am tired of running away.

I miss Penang people!!!!!!!! Although I am in Penang, it doesn't feel like it until I get my butt back into my own house every weekend. It is different afterall.

I don't know if I've changed

but I know I am tired.

I am tired of thinking,
of running,
of hoping,
of wishing,
of pursuing,
of worrying,
of the tears of frustration that I held back.

I want to let go,
to give up and walk away,
to be relax and let my burden down,
to feel my shoulder less tense,
to feel fresh
to feel renew, rejuvenated.

I need holiday. I seriously do.


Why do I torture myself? Why do I abuse myself like this?

What's all these mental abuse for?

I guess it is PMS or I freaking tak cukup tidur or the chat I had with my neighbour or the pressure that is building up in the air. Nothing much to pressure about but I am pressure. Sigh~~

I guess I'm still the same. I still think too much.

Have I changed?

Have I changed?

Have what I like all along changed?

Has my feeling changed?

Is it still there? The passion, the enthusiasism, the chase. Has it ended?

I don't know, but I can finally feel that I am drifting apart.

Perhaps one day, one day I will go back to THAT very spot in my heart, touch it and see I still feel anything.

When I am brave enough, I would. Right now, I will leave it as it is.

Sigh....I miss the good ol' days.


I miss all of you!!! You know who you are. I am not supposed to mention name, Shan say cannot titi miss. T.T So kesian, miss also cannot show.

Fat Chance

Was reading Swee Win's blog bout her being stuck in the lift (how I don't know, perhaps walk too slow? Tak sempat go in lift. XD), well, will never happen to me.



I had to walk up to my room every day, few times a day (cause I very hiao, 2 hour break also want to go back). I always feel like I am out of breath when I reach and soon enough, when I see stairs, flights and flights of stairs, I get weak knees. So....haiseh, that aside.



I will never have the chance to be stuck in a lift (not because of too fat) with a handsome boy (although he probably will be looking at his nails wtf. Don't even want to see me). And I am glad. You think I so desperate is it? Want to kap zai until got stuck in the lift also rela.



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And er today we had to sell something for our keusahawanan project. If I cannot clear my stock, MAMI, rugi I. So I better go kacau my hostel friends to buy. XD





My group. =)

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!!

Cause my room got TWO freaking ugly and big lizard!!!

One hiding beside my bed, another one at my room mate's cupboard. T.T I SCARED.....

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Why I so "berjodoh" with lizards today. I saw the third one on MY FREAKING CUPBOARD!!!

What if I change halfway then that stupid, good for nothing, skill-less, lau eah, slippery leg lizard lose control of his leg cause his tummy itchy and want to scratch it wtf then fell onto me???

I HATE LIZARDS. It is almost as big as a crocodile okay??? It has a crocodile look. AND IT HAS STUPID SPOTS!!!! Just like the other two.

Oi cicak, you satu keluarga tinggal sini ar? Can hide yourself and not scare me? I like this no need change, no need online, no need do homework, no need sleep. Just sit and be afraid of you la is it? Why you so mean one?

Temptation IS A SERIOUS SIN!!!

Why??? Why was yesterday 31st??


Why Baskin Robbin?


Tell me WHY???


Pocket berlubang.