Counting down, 5 more days

5 more days to go. And honestly, I am not as excited as I used to be. It feels, I don't know. Empty maybe? I was asked to list out the friends I want to celebrate it with and I can only list out 7 people with 2 people I am not sure can attend or not. I suddenly felt, empty, lost. It's like I used to have more friends. They are still my friends but as time goes by, we drifted apart and I was thinking of having a small but more standard or "atas" celebration. Less people, bigger share. No?

I hate planning for something only to find people telling me they are busy or they don't quite like the food, the ambience, the place. They are less likely to do it this time but still, aiya, I just want to celebrate a quite one. Anyway, Pao says she is going to be the leader for this surprise party but aiseh, like this I lagi tension. Don't know got or not. Don't know I should ajak my friends or not? Just in case they failed to plan it.

Sien can? Having an off day on Monday. Going out with Swee Win, who cares to join??