2012 to 2013

Before 2012 ends, I must pretend pretend make resolution also la. Making is one, keeping to it is another. I always make but never keep. =P

So my resolution, like I said previously, is to Be Healthy :- Physically, Mentally and Spiritually. So that can dipecahkan to :-

Lose some weight. Have time to take break. Walk with God and Talk to Him and Read Bible. These are really the essence of it all.

But we just stocked up some junks in the kitchen so the first resolution has failed in the beginner stage. Let's hope it'll be better after this.

As I grow older, in fact after I passed 18 years old, I don't seem to celebrate any occasions AT ALL. I don't celebrate much of CNY, nor do I celebrate much of Christmas (other than going to church, we don't do the whole gift exchange thingie). And I don't celebrate New Year. We kind of celebrate all these at home, watching tv and not going anywhere. My friends will be out partying with their friends, clubbing and all. But nope, not for me. I am not old, I'm just not suitable for all these partying.

I should throw a small party for those who dislike noise and smokey places and going home at wee hours in the morning!!! Oh yea, I said that last year too. =P And the year before. HAHA.

Anyway, have an AWESOMEEEE time. 2013 is coming and let's not repeat what we've done wrong this year alright? (For me, that's putting on all my weight and some.)

ps: I had a good 2012, not great but it was good. =)

Baking from scratch

Enjoying baking so much more now that I have Thermomix!!!

And I enjoy learning new things about baking. Like how my muffin will be dense when I overmix it. =P And I learn and I'll improve next time. The good thing is that it's edible. Just not as nice as I wish it would be but it's edible. So I improve from here!!! =) Got to prepare the wet ingredients before adding the dry ones.

And with my baking, I get great breakfast!!!! =) Happy!!!

Can't wait to finish up my whole dissertation and then spend more time reading and be in the kitchen. I have decided that nobody can help me if I don't help myself. So need to prepare an exercise regime and timetable. Do it while I'm still young!

2013 Resolution - Be Happy and Be Healthy :- Physically, Mentally and Spiritually!

Unresolved thoughts

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Lousy Actress

#4 Buy movie ticket
Him: Let's watch Les Miserables.

Me: Okay. We watch Les Milelele.

Him: It's Les Miserables.

Me: Whatever. *ignoring him*

Him: Bii, or we watch The Hobbits. Les Miserables need lots of concentration. It's history kinda thing.

Me: Can, can. I never watch it before also.

Him: Like I've watched it. -.-"

Me: Hee..Okay la. Hobbits Hobbits. I go toilet first.

Him: Eh Bii, or we watch Jack Reacher. Cause Hobbits also need to know Lord of the Rings eh story one. Jack Reacher one is like a spy one.

Me: Har? Ok lo... Don't want Hobbits meh??Lord of the Rings I know ma, got some short guys, and a monster with a ring. And two short people on tree name Happy and Merry. The ring is give them power one and then the ring cannot fall to bad people's hand, later bad people become more powerful.

Him: Only Merry. And your story all wrong one.

Me: =( Got little bit correct ma. Ok lo, watch Jack lo.. *sounds disappointed*

Him: Why you don't want is it? Tell me properly.

Me: Nvm la, watch la...I am okay one.

Him: But you sound so disappointed one.

Me: Oh... YAY ARE WE WATCHING JACK REACHERS????!!! *overexcited*

Him: You don't have to act so excited one, just act normal can already.

Me: Oh okay. Yay yay yay *clap hands* faster buy ticket for Jack Reachers!!! *still overexcited*

Him: -.-"

Daniel says

#I sleep
It's hilarious when the boyfriend complain about my sleeping habit.
+Daniel Chong  : Sleep at 11pm, wake up at 9am.
                           Sleep at 2am, wake up at 9am.
                           Sleep at 4am, also wake up at 9am.

Me: Good la..that means I got a fixed waking time. =P

#2 Sharing
 Me: Eh, give people some of your muar chee la.

Him: What? You got one bowl d, still want mine.

Me: Not me la, our housemate la.

Him: What? Nobody at home also.
**Housemate behind me doing work**

Me: Walao, behind me only leh, terrible la you.

Him: *ignore*

Apparently sharing is not his virtue.

#3 Family Dinner
 His mother: The other day we went to have dinner with our colleagues, ate crab and all. In the end must pay RM30 each.

Me: *whisper to him* If got eat crab okay la. If you are allergic to seafood damn suay, eat capalang some more must pay RM30.

Him: Just tell them la, "I never eat crab, I pay less."

Me: Walao. Confirm nobody wants to go out makan with you one. So petty.

Him: =( That's why nobody wants to eat with us lo. =(

Me: HAHAHAHA TRUE!!!! Some more when you eat, you don't look at the food on your plate, your eyes are on the food on the table.

Him: *demonstrate eating while eyeing the food on the table and scolds when people want to take food* Eh, I not yet eat that one a.

Me: HAHAHHAHHAHHA...WHY YOU LIKE THAT????

ps: He calls it middle child syndrome. I call it gluttony. =P

Confession of an Overweight Girl 2

Today's service at Terimee was much better. They were much friendlier compared to the one I met on Monday. And guess what? I have 16 sessions, not 8. YAY! (NOT!).

So yep, more to endure. It better show some results or imma eat somebody - not because of the money paid but because of the pain endured.

I still don't know why people would pay so much for this. -.-"


On a happier note, I am going for EYELASH PERMING with one of my favourite girl (Diana) cause we bought a RM18 voucher. I'm gonna have beautiful lashes for Christmas. =) And I have yet to finish my analysis for my lecturer tomorrow. Why do I tend to digress and be distracted?

Confession of an Overweight girl

So I've been trying to lose some weight. I ate less rice, I tried to exercise (but got lazy) and in the end I took up my sister's offer to go to Terimee. She bought a package many years back and now she transferred to me before it expires. So I went for one therapy.

AND I don't understand why would people pay so much to go to the centre, when they can exercise. I know I'm lazy but if I can take 2 hours of my time and spend RM2k, I think I would rather exercise. It's not like the treatments are super fun and relaxing. It's torturing! And I'd eat less a spoon of rice each day as long as I don't have to go for the treatments anymore.

I went for ONE treatment only though, so I may change my mind though I doubt it. And don't bother going to Terimee cause the lady in charge is very cocky and they messed up appointments. They seems lost. The girl who was doing my treatment OFF the wrong switch and the hot bed gets hotter when it's supposed to cool down already. I would have burnt alive!!! And I think really, the worst is the lady at the counter who takes down appointments and stuff. I don't like her. Thank God there's only 8 more sessions to go. Then I'll not go back!!!

I can't multitask to save my life

And they say women multitask very well. Maybe I am less a woman. T_T

I'm horrible at multitasking if that means watching shows while writing my thesis. Or reading blog or facebook-ing while doing my work. But I find the former the worst of all.

When will I ever learn? The boyfriend has been warning me off my Ugly Betty (because I took it from him, promising him that it'll only play at the background). Problem is, I can't get anything into my head when there's conversation. Either I concentrate on my work or I concentrate on the show.

=s Now I'm still awake to write a few more pages before I go off to bed and start again tomorrow. Let this be a lesson. Though I'm pretty sure it'll happen again. It just happened two weeks ago. Bad bad bad lesson learner I am.

Christmas has come for me

It came last Friday after the Donut Christmas party by PKA. It has been a longgggg while since I went to any of the CF event due to personal reason and choice. I enjoyed my time in the CF and I guess it's time to leave, for all of us, the seniors.

Anyways, after the sermon, they played this song, 'Christmas isn't Christmas' and really, it ties in well with the message, with the One who deserves all the attention on this day. It's really funny to think that on your birthday, your brother or your sister or someone whose birthday is DEFINITELY NOT THAT DAY to get all the attention. Bet that hurts.

So, please, give the one who deserve all the attention His attention!!! Playing upbeat Christmas songs now and searching for old hymns for Christmas. Thank You for Your birth!!! You are super duper amazing!!!

Now, go and tune in to the song, "Christmas isn't Christmas". Makes me teary all over again. Really, what is Christmas to you? Is it the Santa Claus? Is it the Christmas tree? Is it the beautiful ornaments? Is it the presents? Is it the joyful songs? Is it the colourful decorations all over? Is it sales? Do you celebrate all these? Or do you celebrate the birth of our Saviour and Lord? Our Redeemer? Someone who actually KNEW that He is here to suffer and yet did not rebel and run away. He stayed on, suffered, died (scary to know how you are going to die isn't it?) and then resurrected for who? For fun? NO! For us!! For you and me! Tiny creature if you were to look from HIGH ABOVE. A nobody, a common man, a sinner. All cause of love for us. So if you feel that you are not loved, you are abandoned, you are alone in this world, let this Christmas season remind you what He has done for you and I.


Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart
Somewhere deep inside you
Is where Christmas really starts
So give your heart to Jesus,
you'll discover when you do
That it's Christmas, really Christmas for you

Jesus brings warmth like a winter fire
A light like a candle's glow
He's waiting now to come inside
As He did so long ago

Jesus brings gifts of truth and life
And makes them bloom and grow
So welcome Him with a song of joy
And when He comes you'll know

Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart
Somewhere deep inside you
Is where Christmas really starts
So give your heart to Jesus,
you'll discover when you do
That it's Christmas, really Christmas
Christmas really Christmas
Christmas really Christmas for you