I used to be so sure....

I guess age has caught up with me.

I used to be so sure of myself.

I used to be the quarrel queen.

I used to quarrel and believe that I was right.

I stopped feeling that already.

I hate myself when I get angry.

I hate myself when I lose temper.

I feel like crying all the time and I get mood swings.

I am over sensitive and I always over react.

I keep too much thoughts to myself that things people do without knowing I am sensitive to it makes me angry.

I never tell people how I feel towards certain things.

I often put myself below everyone else.

I often feel useless and helpless.

Just one sentence from one person, just anyone, will send me straight to the bottom.

I feel weak and insecure.

I am too tired to even think.

Nothing makes me feel good.

Everything makes me blue and grumpy.

Each time I am alone, I keep telling myself that I am of no use.

That there is nothing in me that is valuable.

Why can't I be proud of myself for once?

Just one day. I am not greedy.

Just one day.